YAY!!!!!

Ok guess what guys?!!!!! I so totally will be getting my guitar tomorrow because there is a sale in swee lee's company!!!!!!!! up to 50%off only for tomorrow!!!! i am soooo totally ging to get my guitar there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!

And you know what today's cell is relatively fun with worship and inspiring sharing along with the barbecue after that!!!!! MAN TOADY IS REALLY FUN!!!!!!! maybe i am exaggerating a lttle but because i know for sure that i will be super happy!!!!!!!! with the long awaited guitar and wonderful preaching from by DR.Peter Wagner...(soooo for those interested in his sermons, all are invited just let me know that you are interested.....) I AM SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!

and i started to vocalise again and it went well...must do it daily...

ok and i really love "sis" guitar it is really nice to play with... i just love it!!!

Summing up
ok what should i say??? today was really fun but again i am not used to the life that i had before but i am willing to change it/ forsake this current life style for the Godly ones... Jesus here i come!!!

My Prayer
"Jesus if need be, please break my spirit, that i will realise that you are all that i have and need. For you are near to those with a broken heart. Humble me that you will raise me up...Show me Your rod that i will walk in Your righteousness...and let me remember your promise in Psalm 68:5 "A Father of the fatherless, a Defender of widows, Is God in His holy habitation." Amen..."


Lyrics for "More to see"
Well I know that I may have had
My share of failing and falling
But I have come to understand
One thing remains
By all He’s done
I have been made holy
Worthy of serving the One
The One who wrote eternity
So deep in my heart

Open your eyes and see
The wonder of a life
So wonderfully free
Lift up your head believe
There is more
There’s so much more to see

You remind me still
Of the hope and promise
Daring my heart to be brave
And all the while
You strengthen me
So deep in my heart

His mercies are new every morning
His mercies are new every day
His mercies are new every morning
Beautifully new every day

Lift up your eyes and see
Lift up your eyes and see
Lift up your eyes and see
Lift up your eyes and see

Hello $600 guitar???

ok guys actually i already written a blog post but i am just not sure whether to post it or not???
soooo never mind guys i will just let ya know about what i found and saw yesterday while choosing guitar by myself...

ok i sooo totally found this guitar that sounded VERY fantastic!!! i mean it!!! i was soooo nice that i actually called my mama to ask her whether can i ibuy it on the spot but because of it's Beautiful price my mum instantly ask me to relax and not be too impulsive... well i know i should not but i always trust my instincts in buying instruments...if i know that it is good and would certainly help me progress i know i should get it and usually will have it my way HEHE!!!
but i personally it is really kinda expensive too but i really it alot and would pay the price for it...
So what do you guys think??? i really need someone to help me in chooseing guitar, sooooo yup if you come across my profile and willing to help me just e-mail me at zannyzanezane@gmail.com thanks!!! :) well moving on with that i find that there was another guitar that i really not sure should i get it or not???

Ok today's post may sound a little weird or not me becauase there is alot of things i wanna say it may just get a little a hurting because i am one hack of a straight forward guy... but i dont want any feeling's hurt...so i am therefore quite conservative with my post toady....

Later
ok i will be meeting bj for bs later, it certainly will get kinda cool because i really like him alot but there is stil some feeling withnin that i am not sure about it??? maybe doubts? not about him buit something else... sigh all these fearful emotions God please take it away from me... ok moving on i will then going to a prayer meeting... quite hyped up for it though!!!

Summing up
ok there is something i just wanna say to you guys, that is i maybe "happy go lucky" on the outside but deep within i am a person with emotions...soooooo what i am trying to say is that at times though i may not show what i am feeling but doesn't mean i am not feeling anything... yup...
here a lyric of a song that just came through my head while typing

"God will make a way when there seems to be no way,
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way for me...
He will be my God,
hold me closely to His side,
with love and strength,
for each new day
He will make a way,
He will make a way...

By a road way in the wilderness He leads me,
rivers in the dessert will i see,
Heaven and earth will fade but His love will still remain,
He will do something new today...

"Lord make a way in my heart that i may know your desires because what's yours are mine and mine are your's...and i want to spend my life time just loving You...Amen"

oh i forgot to mention AGAIN!!!

I LOVE ANTHONY CALLEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHE RANDOM POST BUT I MEAN IT!!!!

Yay!!! 2 more paper to go!!!

YAY just simply 2 more papers to go!!! HEHE math tomorrow and POA next tuesday...:) Man life ust seems alot better with HIM by my side AGAIN!!! :P i love you...GOD!!! hehe well a short update on recent happenings...:)

Last Saturday...
HEHE well i had a good time in church!!! really enjoyed every part of the service... but frankly i am still a little confused whether where should i stay planted...but moving on :) spoke to bj and it really made me feel alot better...soooo yup everything went cool on that day...

Sunday
basically busily wasting my time ON THE COMPUTER when i have got MOB exams on Monday but i have soooo totally learn my mistake..like DUH!!! it will sooooo not happen again...

Monday
woke up at 5am to study and praise be to God that He really pulled me through...like THANK YOU GOD SOOOO MUCH!!! i mean for someone as lazy as me who studies almost last for the past 17 years of my life...and i am still here...I REALLY HAVE TO THANK GOD!!! man can you believe i almost got retain in sec 2(well that's a story for another day, though mentioning it sounds quite random) ... Ok Zane it is soooo totally time to wake up your idea and goooooing with studies...

Today
well i would say i am very confident with my Econ i really hope to doooo VERY well for this exams...but on the other hand like C.H.I.N.E.S.E gggggggrrrrrrr it is like soooooooo TOUGH!!!
FOR goodness sake I CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE QUESTION WANTS!!!! like what is my problem...i might just be able to break MI's record of the lowest Chinese exams score...PLUS i am starting to feel that to secure 5 marks in paper now currently seems impossible.... Man i feel i might just get ab award for that...


Tomorrow
well enough of the sad talks...i will improve on my Chinese...i will....
ok moving on i will be going out with my school friends tomorrow after MATH!!!!!!!!!! if only you can feel what i am feeling now!!!! one word EXHILARATED!!!


MAN I love my class mates everyone of them and not forgetting ICBT for his unmatch,hands down(erm i am running out of vocabs) fine for his ultimate LAMENESS the world has EVER SEEN!!!!!!! i not kidding plus like i am just one step away from building a statue in honor of this GIFT that he showers upon his class mates daily!!! MAN HANDS DOWN TO YOU!!! just when i thought this sec friend of mine TT is ultimate...WHOA!!! you should meet ICBT let me tell you he can CRY!!! i sooooo totally mean it!!! but hey he is afterall a very nice guy because of his lameness i find him very cool for it...

Summing up
ok i soooo0 totally have to start training my vocals, auditions is like a few weeks away and i still cant stable that "A" note properly... i am quite sad because i have been drifting away from my that singing friend:( we some how talk ALOT alot lesser..well just hope that the auditions help make us better friends..not sure what happen though just feel that she is soooo cold towards me...:( ok moving on... recently my passion for singing have been quite high...i also learn alot from listening to other genre of music...alot i mean it, even vocally they are not the belting type but their style is very interesting... I will make sure my dream will come come true... that is to sing "The Prayer" and "Bridge over troubled water" (ANTHONY CALLEA VERSION) before thousands of people...hehe i also wanna be a Worship leader for God...and i will be...

hey guys do you think i should sing a solo song for the auditions? if yes the what song do your suggest??? Thanks for helping...though i am not sure whether will i be singing solo but still i would love your opinion... :)

"Lord help me to live out the dream that You have for me...let Thy praise be always on my lips and Thy songs in my heart that the world will see You are God...Amen"

OMG IT"S BEEN 1 WEEK!!!

OMG it's been one whole week since i updated!!!!!!!!! sooooo not me...hehe well sorry guys about it... well i will sum up briefly...:P

MONDAY-THURSDAY
well for this entire week i have kinda bee hanging out with my "mum" and "sis" for STUDYING!!!... man next week is my exams and it still seems like i am not preparing hard enough... :( frankily guys i am kinda worried about not doing well... but hey from what i learned from pastor Joseph Prince whom taught me to castmy cares and worries unto Jesus and know that satan is dislike's peaceful Christians...For Jesus has given us peace... :)
well i am pretty happy that i have been hanging out with "mum" and "sis" because i have quite a few stuff that i shared with them that SERIOUSLY lighten my mood(Well not forgetting school friends for being there for me...)

Well during these "intensive" studying period i kinda bought a new long sleeve dress shirt and it's PINK and yes you read it correctly PINK!!! HEHE it is really nice i am quite fond of it for quite a few days, although my mum discouraged me to buy it... and since "sis" said it was really nice.....sooooooooooo i bought it!!! YAY!!!!! moving on...

This are the high's for this week...
Well basically hanging out with my sec sch friends, a little shoppinng and not forgetting yestersday's late night talking and not nonetheless the aimless laughing at.........baby laughing.....hehe

The low's
As usual miscommunication with my mum...but hey we are fine already(i guess)....not studying hard enough for my coming exam...

Yesterday
Well i went out with "sis" cell to cafe'cartel well the food was really delicious and the short sharing was just as fun... when the meeting ended i went to meet "mum" while sis has a S...H...O...R...T meeting with bj...met "mum" and her sis then went to mac and study...

Today
Well today i woke up at 330pm...MAN i really dislike waking up this LATE!!! and up till now i have done absolutely no studying... :( but tomorrow i will be meeting "sis"(maybe "mum") to study at expo hehe cool right!!!(like i know it is!!!) then i will follow them to church service... i really do admit that i kinda miss church and all the fun and love the church is able to provide...
sooo guys remember to pray for me for the coming exams and for my friends too... Thanks :)
I HEART you guys soooo much!!! thanks for being there for m all this while...

Summing up
well recently i am feeling much better with every passing day and ever growing faith in God...although i am still a little confused with my future but i will trust in HIM that i will make it through the rain...kinda regret sharing about some stuff with someone(but hey what is done is done)... but i just wanna say that i sense a certain drama coming up... but i really dont wanna get involved in any of it(anymore?)...lost right? then go catch the series "Lost" HAHA LAme.......... hehe :P well take care guys and a shout out to my MI friends"ALL THE BEST FOR OUR EXAMS, MAY GOD SHOWER HIS BLESSING ON US!!!"

"Lord walk with me, shield my ways and go before me that i know You are near...Amen"

Hey guys!!! another post...

Hey guys sooooo totally sorry for not posting last night, i was totally tired out... well i will now update on today and yesterday's happening...

Shopping time!!!
Well for today i woke up around 1030(due to my bio mum's call thank God) then went out to meet "sis" to meet "mum" at marina square...well the purpose of the trip is like a shopping spree...hehe there were quite a few clothings that i found nice and they were chosen by "sis" and "mum"...(that's really sweet of them!!!) i have to say they have got a cool and unique taste in fashion... well basically we shopped our way to orchard...Following that, we went to the MOS burger to have iced milk tea after long shopping... Oh i sooo totally missed out something, thankfully i checked my phone messages if not i would have forgotten that today i actually a concert by PLANET SHAKERS!!! thanks to my friend who tried really hard to get the tickets for me!!! (Hey dude if you are reading this i soooo totally appreciate your help!!!) well after that we went shopping a little while then i left to meet my friend.

Planet Shakers Concert!!!
Well, met my friend at expo then went to queue...thankfully my friend's friend kinda help push us forward the queue. But the weather is sooooooo HOT!!! i was like telling my friend the moment we reach inside the hall we should soooo totally praise God!!! well the before the concert started we had some ice breaker which started out with some CD's giving away then when the concert starts, i would usually move to the front of the stage... But to my horror, THE MUSIC IS SOOOOOOO LOUDDDD!!!!!!!!!!! my heart was like POUNDING with the beat...and the sound of the cymbals? IT WAS ENOUGH TO MAKE MY EARS BLEED!!! that was the loudest concert EVER!!! i was literally praying that God would guard my ear from bursting(SERIOUSLY) i wanted to go back to my seat but it was way tooo crowded to even move... after the praise and worship, the sermon started and MAN I AM IN LOVE WITH NEW CREATION's PASTOR JOSEPH PRINCE!!! he is one annoited ma of God i love the way he presents God's love for us...i sooo totally will go back top New Creation Church... after the sermon was New Creation's worship, man it was beautiful tooo!!! well overall the concert was fine just that the music level or should i say the bass volume should tone down a little... the rest was FANTASTIC!!!

but sory to say i kinda met some one that i dont wish to see at the concert and he was just right behind me with his friends and i sopooo totally did not notice him till around the end of concert... well that a story for another day...

Now a update on yesterday...
well went for E-Business at first was quite reluctant(but it was a actually very nice and fruitful meeting, i learnt alot) so one thing to you guys out there,( just be open to any course that you sign up for, even though you may percieve that it is boring but you never know that you can actualyl gain some insights from there...:) yup after that suppose to study but ended up playing pool, by right we were suppose to go K box but frankly speaking it is really VERY EXPENSIVE i mean sing till midnight(no rest) and the cab fare and everything...it is really very expensive... i am quite happy that i didnt went for it because it is my personal hard earned money...but i feel sad for dissapointing my friend though...:( but i hope he understand... again slept at 0330-0400am... bad bad sleeping hadbit...

Summing up
After today's concert i kinda feel the need to reaffirm my faith and decide to attend Church regularly because i guess i have already backslided until TODAY!!! so i am not sure should i join my friends Church because recently there is a multiplication in cell and i really like the people there, but my fears are whether i will last there or not, is it a place i feel and call home or should i join my other friend at New Creation... Take care guys...:P

" Lord give me the wisdom to look at this world through heaven's eyes and cast my fears upon you... Father, take me as you find me and mold me from within that i make a better man... Holy Spirit, i thirst for you, so fill me with you water that never runs dry... All in all you are all i need Jesus..."

After tanning...hehe

Well this morning i went for a short tan well at first the result were quite good(meaning i've got tan) but somehow when i came home it didnt seem that tan anymore :( because i prefer to look tan..hehe by the way is this how i spell "tan"... gonna meet "sis" to get back my management book then off to study i gooooo..... take care dudes i will post more later...

Hehe another post before going to sleep!!!:P

Well as for today i woke up early and went to a friends house with a friend...(ok that makes 2 friends) moving on...my "sis" was busy sun tanning while my "mum" busy playing with "The Sims" well it was really to fun to see how mum actually played "god" over this gay couple that she created HAHAHA!!! one moment they were like kissing and the next "WooHoo" it means sex in that game though there not much happening...sigh...HAHA :P Well moving on "sis" was like complaining that she was not tann enough to go back while i was complaining about the NEED FOR FOOOD!!!! Then suddenly we ended up taking picture but i really look like a tired freak there with my dark eye rings...HEHE

At "Mum's" house
Following that we went back to "mum"'s house then we had our lunch before that as usual i love to show all my companions what beautiful singers i discovered with the help of youtube... Then we had a wonderful lunch cooked by the maid (did i mention i LOVE the chicken wings and the fried tofu was enough to melt my heart) then me and "mum" played some music on the piano following some singing while my "sis" was trying her best to sun tann at "mum's" place... out of a sudden "mum" gave an idea that only fools could defer(HAHA just kidding, in fact i thought it was a great idea) So we decided to go over to "sis" house and chill out...

At "Sis" house
Well at sis house were started off with some singing with "mum" especially all those operatic song vibrating our voice away like there was no living beings in that entire block... But hey it was really fun!!! :P then "mum" started baking cookies and i contributed nothing ended up busily eating in the kitchen...hehe well in have to say it was really delicious!!! moving on to dinner "sis" mum was so sweet that she bought for all of us delifrance it tasted soooooo good...Thanks to "sis" mum!!! Then again back to what i love to do me and "mum" ended up in sis room watching youtube(did i mentiont hat Blake Lewis is really HOT!!! when he beat box and sing at the same time!!!) then we went on to sister act the song titled "His eyes is on the sparrow" SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! it is like having church moments!!! well following that we went home...

Summing up
Today was really a very fun and interesting day...really felt a sense of peace or "distraction" from whatever i am facing...i hope that we can have more outings like this!!!
ok i am feeling quite tired i will be like sleeping soon so take care guys and rest well...

"Lord distraction is not what i need but deliverance"

An update on recent events! :P

Hey guys woke up early today but sadly slept extremely late last night(or should i say morning) at 4am...cant sleep well...:( well i have been piocking up very bad sleeping hadbits dont know why? is it because of the troubles in my head? well on here is an update on sunday...



SUNDAY

After work went out with my friends to orchard despite my aching leg(seems like i am getting old)HAHA just kidding, i kinda got it last time due to overwork and all the standing bla bla...well back to my story, hang out with a group of friends and played pool, aimless walking and so on...

However what i found was fruitful was i that i actually poured my heart out to ... about the recent happenings and i am really glad that she understand it, nice to have friends like her! ok basically after that we stayed up till 7am took MRT home and slept at 8am till 3pm...

moving on to Tuesday morning i slept again at 4am(what the hack is my problem!!!) woke up at afternoon 12 then returning sleep after toilet then woke up at 6.30pm it feels as if i totally wasted my day doing practically nothing but sleep!!!

Recent happenings...

well i kinda quarrelled with my mum because i cant find my pay cheque...This lead to alot of stuff that FREAKING HACK FRUSTRATES ME!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR till now i did not speak to her at all...at last i found that it is due to my displacement(which i am sorry for all the words i hurled at mum)...And now i cant even find my herbal supplements! What is so totally happening?!

The auditions

Well if you guys don't know i will be actually have a singing audition with is good friend of mine...(SHE SINGS SO TOTALLY WELL!!!!) And we are gonna sing titled"THE PRAYER" nice song to sing but holds quite alot of difficulty, i mean like the range itself is already not quit stable YET, the vibrato has to be constant and i must interpret the song well... Just wish my the best guys!!!

Well i will proceed on to doing other stuff guys...Take care and God bless!!!

"Lord, i am lost but let me be lost in your presence..."

Well my first entry

Well this is my first entry currently no one knows about my blog...hehe well things have been going pretty rough recently i mean emotionally...but hey i know that i have lots of friends that care for...and i soooo totally appreciate it!!! thanks guys out there...that's it for now i will try to update more...