Week updates...

Hello people so here is a update on what had happen the past week... I will first list the "troubling things" then to the happy things...

Troubling things
1) Firstly thins have not been smooth for me throughout this week... in terms of results for homework well i didn't do very well... i really don't know why... I have never got such bad results for my GP essay and despite me putting in effort, i still didn't do well... It is extremely frustrating... but i know this is something i must work on and improve... I will improve... but really i don't know what is the purpose of reading my mark to the class??????

2) Secondly after chatting with my friend, i was reminded how one of my friends like impose his personal standards and compare it with me... seriously the world in itself is pretty tough already, i don't need this friend to tell me how i should carry myself and judge me according to his standards...

because(this is to that specific person),

"i don't really know you on a personal level... so seriously, you should get over your insecurities about yourself... because you don't get anything by bringing others down... get over yourself... grow up...period"

I am really sorry i really have to vent my frustration... but really before we make any comment, make sure it is constructive... i really cant stand how that friend thinks he is such a man when compared to some of my friends... he may not verbalise it, but really, the way he judges them... says it all...

But really it is my fault, about the way i grew cold towards him... as i know that the way i handled the issue was not really not gonna make it any better... That i am really sorry for...

anyway away with all these sad stuff... lets move on and get happy :D

Happy stuff
1) firstly band orientation was fun... although i must admit how i first dreaded there... but someone when the thing started everyone was just into it... it is really fun... Thanks CY :D The year ones were really nice...

2) secondly, i must say i felt that i have accomplished something... i felt that i have accomplished something in PE... due to my past leg injuries, i was on a very long term MC so i didn't get to run...but now that i can, i am running again... i really love running alot...

Saturday
3) Thirdly, i went for Kickboxing this week... yay and it is fun... gonna take up level 2 after this course ends... i didn't went last week due to my lateness and all... but really i enjoyed myself alot...

4)After that i went for my favourite lesson... in fact the one i look forward to every week... That's voice lesson with my coach... He lessons are summed as fun, encouraging, insightful, helpful and i really learn alot!!! what's best are the improvements :D... despite the stressful week, he is able to just motivate me and encourage me... I am so thankful to God for a teacher like him... Thank you Jesus...

5) After Voice lesson i met my godma, she is soooo nice to me... she brought me to eat, karaoke and gave me my belated angbao... she is sooo sweet...

Sunday
6)Church today was fun... i learnt alot and of course had fellowship... we shared our jokes, lunch together... Thankful to have a family in Christ like them... also i borrowed two books from Church library... really forward to it give an answer to some of life tough question... hehe

So as mentioned despite all the storm and waves that sometime thing just get a too tough, He will never fail make the pain go away...


So here's an update on upcoming things...

1)common test the week after next on the 23/2
2)Cat exams on the 11/4
3) SYF...

Yup that's all for now... God bless :D

"I need Thee,
Oh i need Thee...
Every hour, i need Thee...
Bless me now, my Saviour...
I come to Thee..."

Very very happy...

here is a short update on yesterday and today

Voice Lesson
I am so happy, lessons were FANTASTIC!!! I am so grateful to God... I learned so much and i was really encouraged to keep improving... Really Brett's associate are just so good!!! ... I will only go to Brett and his associates for voice lessons... I am so so so happy... Thank you Jesus...

Class BBQ
Following that i went for the class bbq it was fun as i got to chat with friends and have a good laugh... HAHA Really miss some of my classmates...

Steamboat at friends house
Well after Church, we over to one of our friends house and we had steamboat... YAY!!! Yum yum... really nice to have lunch with a big group of bro and sis in Christ...

Upcoming stuff
So here a short update
1)CAT exams this coming Saturday
2) Class test on Monday and Tuesday
3)Common test coming up really soon...

"You are the Potter,
I am the clay..."

It's been awhile...

So since the last blog update, things has not been rather smooth...

To start with on the Thursday after CNY, i was kinda lectured by my GP teacher... frankly, i am rather scared of him... I know it is my fault that my essay was really badly done... It is quite expected with only little and last minute effort, i cant ask for much... so for my second essay i really put in alot of effort... hopefully i will do well...

So moving on from that i had a few test of which i did badly... it is rather depressing... but really i have no one else to blame, but myself for the little effort placed in it...

Lord teach me to have self-discipline and not repeat the same mistake i have done...

So learning and moving on from my failures, here are the things i look forward...

Cat exams
So my CAT exam is next Saturday, this time i will make sure i will be prepared... This is my desire...

2 weeks later, Common test
I have to take it seriously to gage myself in terms of how much i know and need to improve from there... Lord grant me Thy wisdom...

Voice lesson
I really look forward to have voice lesson with one of Brett's associate this Saturday :D Really this is extremely exciting for me... plus i want to become a associate too :D Thank you Jesus for the opportunity...

Giving thanks
This year started with many things i want to give thanks...
Frankly after "floating" around pretty much alone... i finally have settled in my current church where there is so much loving and caring people... again God really open doors and His cup of blessing will overflow...

also i have get to know more friends that i know that influence me positively... really grateful...

Yea so that's all for now...

"I'll walk with You,
Wherever You go...
Through tear and joy,
I'll trust in You... Jesus"