i just watch MTV Cribs

I just watch MTV cribs on youtube(one of my favourite websites)...i watch Mariah Carey's crib and man it is HUGE!!!! i mean it seriously...it look soooo comfy...ya and i would also like to share this recent show i watched on tv and on youtube..it is titled"Kyle xy" it is really nice!!! only after watching it once on the tv i went to check it out on WIKIPEDIA(another of my favourite) i went there to check on it and actually the first season was actually out last year in the US(i guess) but i would like to thank one of the youtube users for posting the entire season of Kyle xy on youtube...you guys should seriously watch it...it is about a guys waking up with a body of a 16 but knew nothing about himself, the things around him, how to even talk and so on...but he was able to do extremely complicated math sums like a piece of cake, learn about the entire human history, naturally disaster within one afternoon...and sooo on...basically he is a genius...sooo highly recommended watching it... :)

ok today i didn't get to go out...was suppose to meet one of my secondary school friends but because he had his promos so his mum didn't let him out...which is perfectly fine with me...studies are important...but never mind tomorrow i will be swimming in the morning and try to get myself tan(that's provided if i can wake up early) then i will be going out with my friends then in the night play pool...hehe YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i have sooo totally decided that i will not let frustration spoil my day because many time it has got to do with how we deal with emotion...sooo i certainly feel alot better now...

ok the song for today...it is really hot by Anthony Callea

"Ignition"by Anthony Callea



ok soo enjoy...i will be going off now take care...

"Father most gracious and true,
none i've found so kind like You.
You thought of me day and night,
never letting me off Your sight.
Your arms so mighty and strong,
that teaches me the rights from wrong.
The gift of life You have given me,
that bridged the walk from earth to Thee.
Eternally am i grateful to You,
that i will lead a life that's holy and true."

ok i sooo totally wanna go out tomorrow...

ok like i have 12 days of break and i am planning to macimise it to its fullest...i wanna do everthing that i like as mention in the last post... ok sooo i wanna post some videos that i really like..so this is my first time posting a video on my blog starting with songs from my favourite singer ANTHONY CALLEA!!! i will also be posting other videos too...i will try to post at least one video from now on on every blog post...

"The Prayer" by Anthony Callea



ok sooo this is the song that has got him really famous...he sang this in Austrailian idol...i really love his voice..my favourite singer...really want him to come Singapore to perform i will so totally go and watch him perform...

ok where should i go tomorrow??? really wondering...feel like going to the balcony bar and take a look...or maybe something else?? really wanna hang out soooo badly...even though the sentosa trip was certainly fun but there are still emotions that are still tied up inside my heart...i hope thing will get better before school start...

So to you guys out there this is a song that i listen to often when i feel down or depressed....

"Through the rain" by Mariah Carey



"Lord hold me as i make it through the rain"

ok so i did went to sentosa...and YAY i did

ok today i went to sentosa...i was quite reluctant yesterday but i thank God i went... i mean even though we didn't start out that fun or interesting but at the later part it was really and i mean REALLY FUN!!! meet new friends from my school through my friends...the 10 of us, 8 were girls and 2 were boys(including me of course)...so the girls were in the pool playing with their games and me and YJ played volleyball it was really fun although at first it was quite tiring because we were not warmed up for the game sooo we ended spending alot of time picking and missing the ball...hehe but later we played like PROS!!! (haha just kidding) but we played alot better...so on we went with our volley games then some of the girls came up from the pool then we started playing card games...Then ICBT came for like 15min to say hi and played a few rounds of card game then returning to his friends...(did i also mention that at siloso beach, there is a very nice hang out place where there are seats that look so comfortable and nice to sleep in or just chill with some friends under the sun but i don't know how much is it? just hope that it is not so expensive.. because i am planning to go to that place...)

following that we left the beach for shower...then went to Vivo for dinner...all in all i am really happy that i went for the sentosa trip...it was really fun we played from 10am plus to 5pm plus under the wonderful hot sun...love it!!!!but i quite tired as a result...but it worth it!!!i will sooo totally do it all over again...

ok 12 more days to go i plan to go to St James power house to experience clubbing(no harm right?) really curious what happens inside of a club??? wonder when should i go with my friends??? plus i missed the Chris Daugherty(sorry for the spelling mistake) on the 20th September...because my promos was nearing so i cant go...i really like his voice and his songs...he's very good...

ok i am quite tired and i will be sleeping soon...i really wanna wake up and go to church tomorrow...miss HIS presence...all these negative emotions and confusion is getting me nowhere...i need Him to strengthen me...

"I love you with all my heart,
Trust You with all i am,
for You hold the heaven and earth,
in Your hands...
You died on the cross for me,
took all my sins and shame,
for Your name is Holy,
exalted above all else..." (verse 1 of "Glorious Redeemer")

Ok sentosa tomorrow

Alright guys tomorrow i will be going to sentosa...so i will totally be playing volley ball...but not sure why something within holds me back??? well i am not sure either...anyway i think i will just go and have fun...hopefully it is help me release me fears and worries...somehow even its after the promos but the thoughts are raging through my mind even more...

"Somewhere within so lost it seems,
hoping i can can gain a moutains glimpse,
of life so deep and the memories i keep,
wonders what life has in store,
all you have given i cant ask for more.
grateful am i for all you've done,
where my safety was all you want.
for me to live is Christ
that i may look at life through heavens eyes" (by me)

here is a song that i have been hooked upwith recently...titled "Waiting here"

"Everything will work out
Everything will work out
For Your gloryI know You'll use it all
Fall upon Your mercy
Call upon Your kindness
Will You come to me
And search my heart again

And I'm on my knees
waiting here for You
In Your holy place
And my heart is home
In Your courts oh Lord
How I long for You

Everything will work out
Everything will work out
When I see YouI'll know
I'll understand

And I'm my knees
Waiting here for You
In your holy place
And my heart is home
In your courts oh Lord
How I long for you

And I'm my knees
Waiting here for You
In Your holy
and my heart is home
In Your courts oh Lord
How I long for You"

Hi and guess what?!!!! EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!

ok like today is soooo totally the last paper of my promos and I pray that i will do well man...ok soooo what are my plans... 1)i wanna work more on my singing now that i have like 13 days before school starts... 2)i plan to write more songs, have not been writing for a long long time... 3)hmmmm lets see....ok i got to go out and just have fun with my friends... 4) go back to church... 5)constantly praying that i will pass my promos and not forgetting to prepare myself for the coming CAT exams...



ok i really really wanna apologise for not having not blogged for quite some time... so today it will be quite a long one ya...



hmmm let me start with my exams first... To start with i really don't think i studied hard at all...i mean like people already started like a month before and i...like the night before...take for instance, my MOB (Management Of Business) i only studied the night before and trust me i am really guilty over it...



ok then the next thing is really my math i really don't wanna upset or disappoint my math teacher and possible the nicest and committed teacher i have ever seen... I MEAN IT!!!! because he stays with us. "The Four Heavenly Kings" Technically 3 kings and 1 queen... this is the title for the 4 four of us doing really bad in math. but he really have lots of hope in us...so for this promos i totally didn't study for the math paper because it was on the same day and econs.. because of my lazy self i didn't study way before the promos so didn't have time to really focus on passing math..plus i was weighing the consequence because my school requires us to have 1 H2 pass which is my account and 1 H1 pass or H2 2 sub pass and they are my amazingly CHINESE and econs... but this is really one of the times where i find mother quite easy to do but i hope my results prove me right... God please help me through this obstacles...



ok moving on to the next thing...*getting tired though* but i will still continue to blog...love blogging...ok i also need to start exercising...serious need to tone up my body if not what my friends says will be true...in five years down the road i would look...you should know(not gonna mention that WORD)...



Recently even though this is the exams month, but there are sooooo MANY thoughts and stuff running through my mind...i cant really explain but it seems like there are things troubling me sooo deeply that i don't know what to think...Well i guess it is my emotional problems but whenever i wanna sort out the deep stuff i just get tired...then recently more events happened such as purely RANDOM thoughts...it scares me at times...sometimes these thoughts will just cause my eyes to tear...and my heartbeat just beats even faster...plus every time i see this person it cause my heart to shiver. We have been quite distant though we see each other "daily"...ok never mind...It is all in God's loving hands...

ok enough of the "emo" stuff..now some interesting stuff...this is going to be random but i have been thinking how does it feel to be a VAMPIRE??? yes i mean it...because of immortality and not to mention the vampires are really cool and hot as seen in movies...sooo i have been wondering to be a vampire how would life be??? like what do they do in their free time??? do they have a hobby? a career? a love life???

ok i really like dinosaurs too...my favourites are the triceratops, the one with 3 horns...LOVE THEM and i MEAN LOVE THEM!!!!!!! there are also alot of dinosaurs that i like but dont know their names...

ok i would also like to thank the person who made the blog before this for me...thanks soooo much Gary really appreciate it alot...it was really nice...but this i decide for a change...hehe...

ok the next thing...i really like this song "waiting here" by Reuben Morgan...a song that i heard in my friends Ipod last year or sooo but recently got in touch with it again and it sounds very nice...you should check it out...i will try to post it in my blog when i learn how to...

next...i really love my friends sooo much...and there are sooo much people i wanna hang out with...

yup i think that all for now...

"Lord teach me to love and to be loved..."As a deer pants for the waters, oh my soul longs for You..." Let that be the desire of my heart...In Jesus name i pray...Amen"