Well a few days has past...

Well today i went to Sakura with my friends and went over to my other friends house to celebrate her birthday...

Ok tomorrow i am meeting my friend to attend church... sudden urge just fill me to draw near to Him once more... after the G.A.P production i realise that i have drawn closer to Him... but i wanna draw nearer...

I see my friends going through different stuff in their life's and i see it clearly as i stand at their side... but i do have my question about things... at times even though i can relate to them but i know that it is not right how am i suppose to tell them??? when such feeling flow within me...
I fear, i ask and i trust that grace with carry me through...

God i ask of You,
to give a heart that's ever true...
one with no deceit and lies but beautiful.
With ever desire of loving You...

Great time we had...

Thank You God so much for the success and everything He has done today...

Easter Drama
Well it is fantastic!!! I must say it has touched so many people...this is frankly my first time realising how powerful a drama can be... no doubt i always knew that songs and music are extremely/one of the most powerful tools to convey God's message but i never knew that Drama can be so powerful too... Thank God for all the gifts and talents he has given us... Thank You Jesus...

Well i am also grateful and happy for the salvations...
"Lord i do also pray that my friends will come to know You too... i know that they have felt You today... but God i know that the seed is plant and i ask that Jesus use me to flourish the seed in him... Thank You Lord"

"Lord tomorrow is going to be a long day, and i do know that i have decisions to make... but i know that Your hands is always with me... even though at times You may withdraw Your hands from me to test me but i know that Your eyes are always fixed on me... help me decide what's good for me and give me wisdom to discern what's right from wrong... Make me one with Jesus... Let my hearts beat with yours...Words can never express what You have done for me these few days Jesus...even though it may still seems like i have some stuff that i need to correct but i know with You i have sufficient Grace to pull through... Thanks Jesus, Thanks for everything...You are my Superhero..."

Nope i have not forsake my blog...hehe

Well last post was like 3rd of March or something... Well i didn't post because there was so much stuff happening...

Well this is what's happening the whole of March
1) Firstly starting with band camp
2)Live 2008(of which i didn't went because i fell sick)
3)Project work
4)SYC second audition this coming Wednesday
5)Trancendance
6)K pop
7)Easter drama( of which i look forward to most!!!) DO come and watch... people have put in loads of effort and man it will pay off :)
8)Studies
9)Diploma's (During the march holidays)

I know i know that that's lots of stuff...i know that i have to also learn to cope with it... and i actually i am starting to cope...

Ok there's lots of birthdays this month and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all of you guys!!!! Love you all...

Band
Well thank God we have lots of pre U 1... and band enthusiast they are! New member means renewed hope for US!!! YAY!!!

SYC
Ok the coming Wednesday i am going to have my second audition, of which as usual i am freaking out as the days draws nearer... God i so totally need Your help... I have some plans with regards to SYC... I pray that Lord will show my His way...

(ok was planning to type about more happenings but i will skip them)

Good Friday and resurrection Sunday
I was really touched when one of my friend actually smsed me in that morning that the truth have sunk in, Jesus died 2 thousand years ago For me and You... Went to church with my friends...

Well now for my words from my heart...
I don't know why that within these 3 days something has happened to me, in a good way...
Words cant really explain how this feels... but it feels good some how... I just feel so comforted... Weeks before this, things weren't going right for me, studies were bad and i just feel so lost that i don't know what to do... I wanna cry but for once it is so hard to... All i could do is to maybe drown myself in all the activities around... and to some i may seems perfectly fine taking things within my stride but it is not as it seems...

Emptiness was what i was feeling, trying to put on smiles to everyone... That's maybe why i needed loads of solitude from everything around me... i knew that something was missing but i didn't know how to get rid of that feeling... My hearts was filled with fear and loneliness, something i remember feeling only till i was Sec 3... I know that i have great friends but somehow that was not enough... I just wanna fly away...

But all this came to an end within the last week or so... i realise that at times i have been so heavily clouded by so many things that i forgot who was the One who has given me all this things/gifts/ friends and every everything in my life... It is not the Easter service or the church moments but it is the very facts i have to return to my maker and stand in awe!

This goes out to this very special group of people... People from G.A.P i wanna say thanks to you guys with all my heart... you have no idea how you have impacted me... you are the guys i wanna remember always...

With this being said and done, it is not that everything will become a ray of sunshine but i know that i can face it with the grace given to me...

"You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fold
You still my heart when you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by You
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by You
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this"

ok its been quite awhile...

Well it is about 12.17am... now i am just feeling bored and though there is so much things to be done, i just cant seem to focus and i wonder why???

but moving on...i kinda look forward to tomorrow's G.A.P meeting where people with love for Christ meet up after school...which is like....so totally cool!!!! Like I know right...

So today i just went to sign up for the Live 2008! it is a competition something like talent time thingy but the good thing is that it's for CHARITY!!!!! great and great prizes to be won... so i really wanna take this opportunity for me to just open myself up for exposure and boost my confidence of being on stage alone...so there is a audition next Saturday and i really hope that i get through...really happy...

next school band, well I am really glad that there is so many people who came to join band...thank God for a the enthusiastic pre u 1!!! HALLELUJAH!!!! so now we can focus more on keeping them and improving them...

Ok next SYC just had their performance on SAT and it is a Blast!!! Thank GOD!!!

"Lord, i know Your grace is sufficient in all my circumstances...Amen"