SLE camp...fun??? I hope so...

ok today i went for the SLE camp briefing...and it took almost the entire day, i mean the briefing was like 5 hours long and now i just really hope that the camp will be REALLY REALLY FUN... I really hope we were in power to choose our own grouping... but the good thing about random grouping, is that we get to know more people which COOL!!! i met quite a few new and nice friends...

Ok this is also the first camp i am going and no doubt about it, i am nervous...for what??? i dont know HAHA!!! but really i dont know what is going to happen there...

well there one fun thing that i look forward to tomorrow is the band practice...come to think of it, i have never love my band this much in my secondary school...really the people here are very nice and cool...

Ok i am also in love LEONA LEWIS!!! BEAUTIFUL VOICE!!!! Love her!!!

ok the next thing is that i guess i will be working this holiday despite my diplomas...because really personally i find working really open my eyes to many thing but importantly it reminds me that money is not easy to earn as it seems because every penny that goes out of our pocket are actually hard earned money by our parents...so i am planning schedule to work in time with my diploma...hope i can cope...Lord help me, i know with You all things are possible...

ok yesterday something really bad and i am feeling extremely guilty about every word that came out of my mouth and i really hope that i can reverse everything that happen last night but i guess the hurt that's done is done...i just hope that there is till room for forgiveness...i realise that many times when we are angry that all kinds of hurting words burst forth but really word is extremely powerful and it could possibly leave a scar that could not easily be undone... "Lord, please forgive me"

Ok video for today "Bleeding Love" Leona Lewis



"Lord so much happenings recently, much emotions drowns my senses...but never let my failures keep me from Your touch...Amen"

YAY Christmas is coming soon!!! but first halloween!!!HEHEHE

soooo guys!!! as you know...Halloween is coming SOON!!! is it today??? Wait let me check the calendar.................................................oh no, it is 2 more days...ok still cool anyway...by the way come to think of it there is party that i am suppose to go to, not sure where yet...hmmm never mind, i guess my classmates are planning for a party...COOL!!!! i am gonna dress as a vampire this time...hehe the last time i celebrated Halloween was like years ago and i dressed up as a male witch..."Harry Potter" but really looked nothing like him...HAHA!!!

In case you guys don't know what is Halloween all about... here a short update...
Halloween is shortened term for "All-hallow-even" it is the eve of "All hallow's day" which is know as the all saints day...

ok moving on from that, i am more excited about Christmas!!! YAY IT IS COMING SOON!!! Can't wait for it!!!! Like i REALLY LOVE CHRISTMAS!!! Besides Resurrection Sunday and good Friday...I really gonna spend my Christmas being happy and prepare myself for a start of a new year...YAY (ok i think your will find me weird posting about Christmas on the 29 of October...haha well anyways I STILL LOVE CHRISTMAS...

Ok another official announcement(I am hope there are bigger fonts)
BAND CONCERT IS COMING SOON...ON THE 15 OF DEC...SO COME BOOK YOUR TICKETS BEFORE YOU MISS IT...thanks :)...I hope that was loud enough....it is really gonna be fun...i have heard the pieces and it is really nice...i mean it...

next thing...i am having a camp soon but i got to say that i am quite nervous...because i have never gone for one in my secondary school but this time i will give it a try...hope it is fun...really love this bonding stuff...

I also want to give a shout out to one of my teacher...thanks for everything and am really grateful for your passion in teaching... will do well in your subject next year...promise...


I know i have posted this last time but for those who have not seen it...it is a must watch...FANTASTIC!!!! be blessed by their singing and music...FATASTIC!!!!



Hillsong Conference 2007 Opening
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ENJOY :)

"Be Thou my vision, oh Lord of my heart"

Hello...a short update

Ok a short update...this week is filled with lots of emotions...REALLY aLOT!!!!!!! From feeling of hectics, accomplishment to joy and stress... Which is sooo totally cool...i believe we learn through these emotions...HEHE but what i love most the ability to feel and understand these emotions...and use it to my advantage...

Ok i have been hanging out these few days with one of my sec school friend...I REALLY APPRECIATE HER ALOT!!!! She is more like a sister than a friend to me...she can really understand me sooo much...i can relate to her too...we should hang out together again...OFTEN!!!

ok this week is really filled with alot of projects and stuff to do...but thanks to a bunch of wonderful friends we were able to pull through..."Friends who work together, stays together..." i believe...And thank God that the entire thing was a success and a wonderful wrap...thanks for the opportunity for doing things i have never done before...really thanks...sooo cool to act...

ok back to my roots, music... today i went to esplanade and found some more books on singing!!! wanted to borrow but i still have three books not yet finished...God help me finish...then i went to the score section..GUESS WHAT????!!!!! I FOUND THE SCORE FOR "ERIN SHORE" AND "TOSS THE FEATHER" PLAYED BY THE CORR'S SOOOOOO NICE... Really cant wait to learn those beautiful Irish pieces...but looking at the "Toss the feathers" i think i need weeks to learn it IT IS HARD!!! THE SPEED!!!

As i am blogging i am listening to "Apologise" by Timbaland..it is really nice... LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok going to sleep now...take care and God bless...

"Lord, may my desires be Your desires...Amen"

ok this is going to be a long post...enjoy...(not very long afterall)

In the morning
ok i went to school as per normal then suddenly everything moved at ten million miles an hour...i mean thing were happening sooo fast, so much things undone and things to do...really felt lost...but never mind i know that focus on things one by one will help me to complete my things... ok i am also really sorry if i was a little moody because so much stuff happening around me...but hey things are sooo much better now...

Ok because of the photo shooting thingy, i went home to take my clothings...came back to school then took a cab down to RP with my pals...

In RP
ok we went into this really cool room i got to watch the short film we made the other time in RP sooo cool... then we did a recording another part of the story...following that we took pictures...Speaking of which...i took a really interesting picture that looked really nice but erm...but i feel a little shy to put it in the booklet...but hey i still have time to decide...hehe

then we went into this room with 2 other friends in to this "thinking room" where ideas for our e business burst forth...and i realise something or at least i hope it is true..."friends who work together stays together" i mean these was one of the most efficient impromptu meetings we had...it was fantastic!!!really love working in a group...

and this goes out to the RP students and i wanna thanks them for their commitment...i mean they are sooo helpful and initiative...REALLY they are nice people...

ok my eyes are shutting down already...i will try to post more next time...

video for today "Home"by Colton Rudloff



"Lord guide me to the truth of love..."

Ok i am in Takashimaya library

ok like today has been quite a confusing day...so many question and doubt as well as uncertainty...Ok i got back my results, didn't do very well but i know that i'll promote...never mind next year will be a fresh start for me...i will DO WELL!!!!!!! dang even as i am typing this, there is so much worries in me...

okie hello i am blogging at 725am

ok while most of my classmates are still sleeping or even dreaming...i have already awaken to blog...HEHE it is because i slept at 8 yesterday and till today...man i still feel sleepy haha...



ok so went out with yesterday and searched for "stuff" then we went to Timah to visit mum...i guess i am sooo tired because i was lame yesterday...i guess i almost gave "sis" a heart attack....haha i guess it is REALLY fun to be irritating and annoying...haha

ok and cool stuff i saw my secondary school teacher at yesterday...and she invited me to join the church choir!!!! LOVELY...what a cool way to do something i love while serving God!!! Thank God!!!

OK I AM soooooo in love MC soooooooo in love.....I WANNA MARRY HER!!!! HAHAHA just kidding......she is like a QUEEN!!!!! love her!!!

I have watched high school musical and i have to say it is FANTASTIC!!!!!!! the music was really interesting and meaningful!!! i love the one sang by Vanessa and Efron "i gotta go my own way"
it is sooo touching...i mean they are really good actors...when they sang this song(something about a giving each other time)...ya

sooo the next thing is that the audition for TMP(Talent Management Programme) is this week...what song should i sing? really hope i can get through...God help me...

then the next thing is promotion...i guess today will be the day where teachers will let us know whether are we getting promoted or not... man i am quite nervous...hope my friends and i will be promoted...

Video for today "Breathe by Ricki Lee Coulter


"Lord path our ways towards success and glory...let us move from glory to glory and strength to strength...Amen"

ok things have been happening quite fast

Alright i have not been really been posting...guess i am lazy...hehe

Ok sooo a short update...ok there is going to be a band concert on the 15th of December...SOOO TOTALLY COOL!!! I LOVE BAND...come to think of it i have never been in a sports CCA since PRIMARY SCHOOL...haha not that i dont like sports...i love sports especially volley ball!!!! LOVE IT TO THE MAX!!!!!!! i mean i am still looking for someone to play with me me for long hours...because i realise that i can play it for like many many hours and not feeling tired...guess because i love IT!!!! back to the CCA thingy...i love music more than sports too...i did want to join volley ball in MI too but there were only girl team plus if i wanted a boy team i have to search around and form one...but it was not easy to find...oh yes i wanna address this to some people who thinks that volley ball is a girly sport...BECAUSE IT IS NOT!!!!!! do go check out the male volley ball team...recently i watched a volley ball competition on the television and man i got to say it was intense and tiring man...plus i still dont see how it is girly???

guess i have side tracked a little....hehe ok back to the band concert...ya we have sight read the pieces and it is really nice...really a cool feel to music...dang music is really a powerful thing to change the society and even lifes...in many ways...Thank God for music...I LOVE MUSIC!!!!

ok recently i have also had a crush on MC(Mariah Carey)...i mean i didn't really know much about her when i was young...even then i was a Celine Dion fan...love your power house vocals...but recently MC have really caught my eyes...i mean she has a 7 OCTAVE RANGE...to put that straight that is like a entire piano range!!!!man i only have like 3 and a half(including falsetto)...she is TWICE OF MINE!!!!!!!! plus her style is really cool...i love her rendition of "Joy to the world" and it was intense and cool...her vocal runs were superb!!! i love her man...plus she writes her own song...and she is SOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!! i mean it man!!! she is like a queen!!! love her.... usually on youtube there are always argument on the divas such as Christina, MC, Whitney and many many more but i really think all these arguments are futile because they are all unique in their own way...the fact that they rise till the level of diva hood clearly means that they are of their own league....they have their strengths and areas to improve on...but still THEY ARE FANTASTIC AND I LOVE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to the core....

ok soo to update shortly about my previous super short post..ok i went to esplanade with my friend and the trip was fantastic!!! i finally got books on vocal lessons...so cool and i printed and few piano scores most of them were Christmas pieces...love them my favourite are "Oh holy night" and "Oh come all ye faithful" i love Christmas...a time of remembrance of my Saviour's birth!!!

ok my friends also planned to have a Halloween party...which is sooo cool...i to play dress up...the last time i dressed as witch haha but that was like secondary 2...haha

ok video for today Hillsong conference...COOL!!!

"Lord, i know you care for me"

i love Esplande library

Ok a short update before i go to sleep...hehe

OK GUESS WHAT????!!!!!!! Esther and i are going to perform for the Christmas concert!!! YAY!!! I mean it is sooo cool!!! i really used to be extremely nervous in the past when it comes to performing...especially singing...but this time after the Art festival and teachers day performance it has really boost my confidence...so i am like "LET'S DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!!" HEHE sooo today in band we have kinda decided on 2 songs "Oh holy night" and "O come all ye faithful"...i am really gonna get myself prepared for this more than the last!!! I really wanna thank God and MI for this chance to do something that i really love...singing...

Ok i also wanna thank the friends around me for being there for me...thanks you guys so much...i really love you all especially my close secondary school friends and my class mates and MI friends...really love you all....

"Last but not least i thank you Father for Your unfailing love"

Here in Your courts
Where I'm close to Your throne
I found where i...belong...

Ok so today was quite fun ya...

Summing up
Ok like recently i have learned one thing from the circumstances around me and that is that many times people come and go often...what i mean is friends...i mean different faces come and go...things are just changing and moving quite fast...i am just afraid that i cant catch up with this pace...i am just fearful that things will turn out to hurt...so many stuff recently and today even though i came back from church but found out some stuff that really spoiled my mood...i just really hope that there is a shortcut not to everything but at least to some stuff...something i find quite complicated like friendship...like i once spoke to my classmate...i really hope that i can sift out the people around me quickly...in a sense like who are the true friends or some of them may even be of a superficial friendship...but i have also come to understand that, that is not always possible because if that is possible, then life would be boring...and we would not be able to use our God given ability to distinguish...

i am saying this is because i am one who really desire true friends...to some that may not even exits in their dictionary...but i always believe in efforts...if you try, you never know what life holds...because it is quite sad to see friends that you once treasured come and go...caught up in their activities and all...

However i learned that again putting all our hopes in man...will result in disappointment...don't get me wrong, i am not saying that putting trust in friends is bad or something...but i am trying to say that all of us have our failures...be it we feel that our friends have failed us or in turn we may have failed our friends...but to Him be all glory and praise who never fails and forsake...

"Father, i pray that Your grace will abide in me...that when i fear, You will shelter me...i pray for my friends to find release in any obstacles they face...Lord all of them are precious to me...keep them close to Your tender loving heart...that they will find comfort and rest in You... Lord cleanse my lips that my sacrifices of praise will be pleasing to Your ears...Lord that when me hearts fails You will be with me...carry me Jesus, through the trials of this earth that i may know i am not alone...Spirit of God, i plea for Your fresh anointing to fill me as i face a new phase in my life... My Saviour, God, Lord, Sheperd and Father to You be all glory and honour from now till forever...Amen"

Pretty pretty me...haha

I AM DOING THIS FOR "mum"

Ok yesterday for the acting thingy, mum help me did my make up and it was really fun plus she kept on saying i was pretty...which made me felt one kind...but moving on i do have to say that putting on make up was really fun...hehe...THANKS MUM FOR YOUR PRETTY MAKE UP....HEHE

Ok today is quite a tiring day

hi there today i just finish acting for my friends project...well i am certainly say that it is really cool and a brand new experience!!! really thank my friend for this opportunity...i also realise that dancing and acting ain't really something as easy as it seems...but hey this is my first and IT IS FUN!!!!!!!!

ok sooo today was really a day where i felt release...i mean my mind was not pondering about all the unhappy stuff...to know that friends care and concern really warms my heart...
i am really happy at my current status...i also really hope that i can get promoted and do well for my exams...

Ok sooo i am quite tired and will be sleeping early tonight...sooo will post more maybe tomorrow or the day after...

Video for the day "May it be" by Celtic Women



"Lord i sing praises to Thee"

Thanks to you...

Hi there the chalet was really fun plus i have learned how to play majong!!!sooo fun but i dont want to be addicted to it...soo no worries...hehe...well and i just woke up from my sleep...because me and my few other friends didn't really sleep...only for like what 50 min in the morning 8 plus...but amazingly this is the time where i dont feel that tired despite not sleeping...Yup overall the whole thing was fun...plus really love barbequing alot...

ok i would like to take this chance to thank someone really special...thanks for your sharing today sooo much...really helped lighten my troubles...really wanna do this more often...thanks for your advises so much...thank dude...

ok video for today..."Saviour King" by Hillsong


"Lord my heart cries for You"

hi there almost a week

ok so there will be a chalet next Monday and Tuesday which is sooo totally COOL!!! I MEAN IS IT COOL OR WHAT???!!! chalet before start of school??? WOW!!! love it...ok so here a short update on what has been happening for this entire week...

This Week
Ok so things has not really been solved and i mean emotionally and in almost aspect of my life...which totally is frustrating...dang when will this stuff ever end??? however deep inside i know what i am missing and it is the connection that i once had with God...(ok by this point to some of your it may seem weird, that i am too religious, or i am just "caught up"with the "Jesus stuff") but let me tell you guys and i am serious, i may have every regret in my life but there is one that i will never regret and that is knowing Jesus in my life and having Him as my beloved Saviour...ok i by now you may be thinking or wondering what made me sooo intensely in love with God??? am i right??? Simply because He is REAL!!! you have to sooo totally have to experience His touch to know it...and what's best is that all you need is ASK and you will receive...

You may also at the same time for those who know that i am not doing well spiritually or even in my life pondering what happened that made me thirst for God even more...

Life Story
ok simply this remember that there was this point of time in my life that i was really broken and strucked down by all my circumstances, friends were leaving me, things were going soooo freaking bad...life simply SUCKS!!! Then i went for the festival of praise and God really touched me deep within and i still remember tears just flow profusely from my eyes...i question myself why am i crying like a baby??? like i am 16 that time...but i remember with my hands lifted with every sincerity, with my mouth sang in every breath i had and all i wanted was that God would make a way for me...i really didn't know what to do...i even had problems with my mum...i really had no one to turn to....and i am serious it is really frustrating....but then as i praise the Lord, this very tangible presence just encompassed me...AWESOME!!!! that made me feel like even if the world hates me, despise me, isolates me...or even all my friends dump me for some lame reasons...even if my mum forsakes me...i know that my future rest well in the hands of the Almighty God...and AMEN to that...for the Lord says "i will never leave you nor forsake you" so from that day on i made a simple prayer that every time when life gets too "high"or "cloud 9" and forgot all about God's love for me...i ask that He would help me by putting Him first in my life...

now you may be thinking why put Him first well...if you have not noticed(well at least i have) that my friends, parents, and in fact people around me failed me at least once or more(but that's not the whole point) so knowing that He who never fail is in control of my life just simply gives me security and in His hands i know that i am safe... even though at times i fail him but yet he forgives... well there are alot more that i wanna share with you guys but it is late already...so just ask and i wont hesitate to share more with your...I JUST HOPE THAT EVERYONE COULD EXPERIENCE WHAT I EXPERIENCE...GOD's LOVE...

ok video for this post "Here in my life" by Hillsong

Hi there it's another beautiful day!!

a short update about yesterday...



Yesterday

i basically met up with one of my friend and we went to city hall to meet up with another...the three of us went have lunch at Sake Sushi then another friends came and join us..after that we went window shopping...we wanted to play pool at bukit timah but i guess because we spent our money on stuff then decided not to head down...i felt really mean though because yesterday most of..in fact all of them had their slip of tongue and i(being the mean one) was laughing over it again and again...HAHA it was really cute...trust you should hear it yourself...HAHA...



that all for yesterday...



Today

well i am having some throat dryness thing going on for the past few days not sure why??? guess i didn't drink enough water...plus i have gained WEIGHT!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! not sure is it a good thing or not...



Summing up

As you guys know that recently i have not been feeling good about stuff around soo i sincerely hope that your will like kinda understand...it is not really easy going through these stuff and trust me i don't enjoy been "emo" that is like the last thing i wanna be..life is just too short to accommodate any sadness...agree?so i decided to let myself be happy and cheerful as usual...

ok song for today..."Carwash" by Anthony Callea




"Made my glad" by Hillsong

"I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There's none I desire beside You

You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord
You are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need"