HAHAHA!!!

guess what?!!!!!!!! I have slept since 7 yesterday!!! YAY!!!! soooo happy.... well bye bye now...gonna go to school...

Well it is almost one full WEEK!!!!

Any here's the update if you are awaiting for...

Throughout last week, things have been quite good just that i did do very well for my test and all... but i know that perseverance is the attitude that turns failure into success...

Well life has it fair share of fun as well despite all the hustle and bustle... not sure is it the jokers jokes are getting more hilarious or maybe in the midst of stress this just help me find joy... but in any case, i am really thankful for the people around me... Thanks so much...

Promos
Well promos is just exactly 2 weeks away.. and my heart is pumping quite fast when i remind myself... it is either i make or break it.. i must do well...

so no more nonsense within these 2 weeks... in fact even after promos i still have my math and Chinese to catch up for A level's... So if i get a little "withdrawn" I hope you guys will understand...

Music
Well music will be very important especially in this period.. because i learn better with music... HEHE;) and ipod is really effective in group studies because not just does it help you study, block out external noises and it also help decrease distraction ALOT!!!... which is why Ipod are sooooo important to me...

Random
Well been through some thoughts... i think i have decided to move on...

Suprised!!! i am really am...

Well today i was quite surprised with my cat results.... i still clearly remember when i came out of the examination hall, i was really beaten down... despite retaking, i had this feeling that i need to retake again!!! and i was quite sad though... but some how today when i log in to check my results, i actually passed... i was really really shocked!!! i mean i was like even prepared to retake... in any case, Thanks God for it :)

Well tomorrow is another day, and according Mr Singh we have around 7 more days including tomorrow before our promos... ahhhh!!! nervous is like the word now... i think i really need to double my pace of studying and make sure that i don't slack anymore...

And tomorrow there is math till 9pm... I will pull through...

EOM

ok i just submitted my EOM... and i have a very strong feeling that i am going to get scolded..AGAIN!!! but in any case i think i have done my best. Somehow i did it alot easier to speak than to write...if only every single can be taken orally, i will be so much more confident, they don't have to tolerate my ugly hand writing...

Anyway moving on... i wanna talk a little about procrastination...
Well i think i am quite a perfect example of procrastination... i woke up at 12 pm in the afternoon and guess what????!!! i only only start on my work at 9pm how great!!! with all the eating(no wonder i am growing...) and sleeping like a pig of which i already am... oh wait and PLAYING non stop!!! oh my my... i should have trusted my given instinct that's to GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway thankfully i get to finish my stuff. So hopefully my EOM will be like 10,000 times better than the first...
School starts tomorrow...some how i dread for it to start because i know that there's TBT to always remind us of the test in every single lesson of his and not to mention Mr Singh constant reminder of the days left to our promos...no wonder stress level is always on the rise... what a way to start my beautiful morning... :)

But i know that with all these said and done, it is all for our own good... at the end of the day, our teachers and staff of school still get paid but it's our A level that determines our place in University... So thanks teachers and staff for reminding us of the reality :)...


Random

Well things have been rather rough lately with some band happenings and school staff... but i guess i am so tied up that my problems seems to be gone. But no doubt i am still missing someone out there...

YAY!!! a great job!!!

Well today i did my very first worship with a group in a church... SOOOOO COOL!!!! i want to do it again.. :) And i think i have improved in singing in areas such as doing parts(with my friends help) and vocal acrobats... Of which i thank God for :) Well there is this saying "If you eat the fruit of the giants, you will become a giant" listening to great singers(Example, Mariah Carey...hehe) will definitely improve your singing some ways...

I really wanna do well in singing... Will definitely work towards it... Oh and i thank my teacher for being so supportive too :)

Anyway, now i can focus 100 percent on my studies since i have did the worship, so i told myself until end of H1 A level then only will i start taking up performances...

hmmmm what else??? Oh yea EOM is due tomorrow... Hope that i will do a good job...

Last but not least, i am thankful for the caring, loving and talented people around me... like today's Church that i went to... I mean the people there are just sooooo nice!!! NOT TO MENTION THE FOOD!!!! OMY GOODNESS!!! OFFICIALLY THAT BEST CHURCH FOOD LIKE EVER!!!

Random thoughts
Recently have watched some videos on youtube and it made me wonder how will it be like for in maybe 3 years down the road??? you never know what will happen... but i trust that things will work out best for those who trust in HIM.

Miss your voice...

Another week ending soon...

Well here is some update...

Officially as of Wednesday, i have step down from my post in the band. Something which i must say that i am happy about... not just less load but positively i can focus more on my TMP! I know that i didnt do well for this year Transcendence... the best performance i had so far was the one i had with Esther last year singing "The Prayer". But i know that i must make up for my mistakes this time for cracking!!! and everything... I really wanna do well in singing... SERIOUSLY!!!

PW
Sometimes i feel quite terrible that i cant contribute the way my leader wants me to... it is not that i am not doing my stuff properly but it is some habits that i must get rid of example writing exactly the way i speak... so during report and all there needs to be some changes. But nonetheless i still love my entire group no matter what they say to me.

School
Well exams is coming really soon and my heart is beating fast as i type this statement so it is really no time for fun already, to make up for losses often take sacrifices of something else... so actually it took me awhile to decide not to perform teachers day... Never mind end of year The Ang will strike back :)

Church Performance
As of now, this Saturday will be last performance i will not be taking up any other until at least the end of my H1 A levels. No doubt this time is also quite rush we only had so far one rehearsals and tomorrow is the second one and not to mention that this Saturday is the actually performance... But...I have faith...

Mariah Carey
People who know may probably think i am crazy of something... but really past few days i just cant seem to get enough of Mariah Carey's music!!! seriously even in school her songs will just run randomly through my head... i really admire her God given talent!!! Fantastic!!! AHHHHHH I LOVE HER!!! Seriously come to think of it, her music is like my daily vitamin before i go to school... Recently heard this song of hers "Open arms" seriously it confirmed that MC can really do many genre of music, from R and B to gospel to pop to my favourite, BALLAD!!! and many more.... No wonder she is the best selling female artist in HISTORY!!! Take that man!!!



"So now I come to you with the open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am with the open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms..."

Missing you here with me...

Well had fun today...

Today went studying with a friend... i must say that it was really fun... we talk about Music!!! and man it is really nice that people who have the same passion come together and share about their experience... and i must that he is a really nice guy :) really opened me to alot more about Chinese instruments... thanks i love the GU ZHEN ALOT NOW!!!

Fun week

Well how should i put it??? I have not been to school since last Thursday. That gives me about 5 days break. I do feel bad however that i did join my band. But i am really glad that all these CCA are officially out my way!!! YES!!! i am really really happy!!! now i can focus on my studies!!! YAY!!!

I think from now onwards no more nonsense, i really have to mug like never before to make up for my losses in the beginning of the year. I will get there...

Recently i have been frustrated with the lack of time to do my stuff, i know people will probably mention time management but seriously if there isn't even time, there is nothing to manage. Now however is no longer the case, i have time and i know that i have to manage it properly because at the end of the day everyone is going to UNI, no matter how much they may be your "brother" or whatever, they will still carry on with or without you. So seriously, "brotherhood" or any other form of distraction... i am going to be quite serious from now on...plus i have been seriously under performing...so... no more nonsense...

Anyway enough of serious talk recently this song has been in my head "One sweet day" by Mariah Carey and Boy 2 men!!! As usual Mariah is FANTASTIC!!! and man i really like Boy 2 men too... Seriously, Mariah Carey to me, personally, in my opinion, has the most fantastic voice like ever!!! Really, i doubt anyone can sing songs of hers like "Vision of Love" and many many more... After listening to the song "One Sweet Day" man i am blown away!!! I grew being a Celine Dion Fan but really after listening to Mariah Carey, i just fell in love with her Straight away and she became my favourite!!!... I still love many other singers namely Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, Christina Aguilera or the recent diva in the making Leona Lewis!!! I LOVE THEM ALL!!! I think they are FANTASTIC IN THEIR OWN WAY!!! and if there is a diva's night in Singapore i will DEFINITELY GO!!!!

Happy belated birthday SINGAPORE!!! :) I love my country!!!

The craziest thing for love...

The craziest thing I have done for love is to fall for one whom i know that it will not happen. Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008. (http://www.yu-ai.blogspot.com/)

Well tired as usual

Anyway here a short update on the recent update...

Well i must say that i am tired out and i really need a break not from studying but from everything else besides studying... really to be frank i am really tired of CCA's and other commitments... I really need time to sit down to study something which i don't really have... yes i know people talk about time management but the thing is that every time when i reach home i am already more or less worn out... so really i am getting very frustrated at times because this is like for once i wanna study but then all these kind of external stuff just comes along... grrrrr....

Sometimes i really hope that i can get "suspended" for the right reason of course, so that i can finish my homework and study by myself... well i think i am a independent learner, meaning i learn best by myself and if anything i don't understand i'll ask teacher... so "suspension" seems like the best choice for me... just that i dont want the bad record...

on the other note about my personal stuff... well i must say that it has got alot better with the emotions and all but i really hope that i will have the strength to carry on...

His eyes is on the sparrow...