ok today was fun and fruitful

Ok today is FUN i mean alot of fruitful stuff happen like the econs project...we did it!!!YAY!!! yup then went to eat following with pool...oh did i meantion that i really like pool...but today i didn't play that well...ok then really happy that ICBT can start eating beef!!!(praise God) Man i know he really likes it...

"Lord i thank You for Your readiness to hear me out and answer my prayers...Father i give You praise and Thanks for all that You have done in my life...Lod now i ask for healing over my throat because this wednesday is the actual audition... Lord i wanna glorify Your name...In Jesus name i pray...Amen"

Hey i miss you...

ok like i really miss this person...(not gonna mention) but what the hack why should i even bother.... ok moving on, i really had a good time today...like i found my accountability partner. Really happy for myself and her...ok basically i went to dragon village to have my dinner with my MI besties!!! ya...i really am missing someone now...to tell the truth...ok moving on...

"Lord i thank You for the happening today...Amen"

Ok i am really tired

ok guys gonna keep this short...what should i say??? lots of work not done!!! feeling hack of a time empty inside!!! man!!! i am really tired and feeling extrememly helpless now!!! God deliver me...

"Lord please shield me and avenge me against those who tries to hurt me...show them that You are my God and Your strength is always before me and with me...for i know when God is for me, who can be against me? Lord i know Thy promises is true till the end...Father keep and hold me life in Thy mighty hands that i will not fear against this world that's full of hatred and discrimination...but in You Lord i know i live and even if the world hates me or forsakes me remind me of Thy everlasting love that was hung on the cross...Jesus my beloved Saviour, teach me Your ways and help me to forgive those who seek to destroy my life...help me to do to others what You did for me...Forgiveness...Lord let Your precious blood keep me save and cleanse me from all unrighteousness...Holy Spirit me best my friend i will never forget what You have done for me and i love You with all i am...guide me in my daily life and help me to be a better person that pleases the Father...with all i am i worship you...i just want You to know Lord you will always be first in my life and i will never forget You...In Jesus Name i pray... Amen"

i owe You my life and i will worship You forever!!!

ok sooooo cooooooollllll!!!!!!!!!!!

ok firstly...BAND HAVE GOT OUR OWN INSTRUMENT!!!!!!!!!! like mean like YAY!!!!! sooo for me and my section i have got my "altus" flute and it is very nice and shiny!!!! but hey i still prefer my own flute!!!!!!!(more comfortable with it...hehe)

ok today practice with my friend went well even though i cant really hit the note A yet but everything else was pretty good hehe...I am VERY HAPPY!!! oh did i also mention that the audition is postpone to 1 AUG maybe i did but yup it is postpone...hehe

Ok went to little India yesterday and man FINALLY FOUND MY HIMALAYA PRODUCT!!!!! i love that brand alot!!!!!!!! i could only find limited Himalaya products in Watson's and all but all those i want from the Himalaya website most of the product i can actually find it in little India!!! MAN I LOVE THAT PLACE!!!!!!!! i have been searching for sooo long.....

ok soooo i will be going tomorrow again to do/confirm my GP project hehe ....gonna buy more...hehe

ok will be sleeping now...quite tired after a long day...

"Lord i lift my burdens up to You...You know what i desire but let my desires be Your desires....keep me from harm but at the same time find rest in You and You alone... I love You Father with my life...and i am Yours forever......Amen"

Hello guys!!!

Ok like it has been quite sometime since i have updated...this is due to the long hours in school....like Wednesday the entire band stayed till 8 plus...which all of us were exhausted.......even as i am typing now, i am really tired....but HEY i have had a great time out!!! sooo tomorrow will be even a better day....i will be visiting New Creation Church then meeting my MI besties for food fair!!!HEHE fun right??? LIKE I KNOW IT IS!!! somehow even though there is soooo much projects going on but i think that it really is a good time for us to bond....YUPPY YUP!!!

Oh ya about the audition....IT HAS BEEN POSTPONE TO NEXT 1ST AUGUST!!! NOT Sure is it a good thing but hey frankly i am not 100% prepared for the concert but really thank God for this second chance...HEHE

ok then recently there has been extremely BIG quarrel with my mum...man soooo sad right??!!! like i know right?!!!!! sigh....ok never mind moving on from being emo...

ok Sunday will be going to little India for my GP project...cool right?!!! i LOVE INDIAN FOOD!!!!!!!!!! soooo fun!!!!.......

ok this is to people who knows this....i am pretty confused about some stuff now...maybe it is jealousy??? but hey will ... react like other typical people do??? i am a little afraid of my emotions, being leaked and later rejected as friend....DANG!!!!!!!! if only i know how ... thinks about about what i am thinking at least...

ok this may sound really random but i decide to actually talk about this topic on my blog and it is "homosexuality" because there is some recent happenings and i am curious to find out that how many of you guys that come across my blog would accept homosexual as their friends and accept them perfectly for who they are....Like i know this is really random but i am just curious...but for start, i accept them perfectly for who they are!!! because i know that they kinda face discrimination but some people and i don't blame those people but like one of my close buddy once said "people will only come to accept when they truly understands" i find this really true...sooo just tag me or comment...thanks...

"Lord help me to understand the burden you have for this imperfect world, give me strength to love those who hate, discriminate, despise or even curse...Father, You who is greater stand by me and defend me for my cause...Holy Spirit be my advocate and Jesus my Lord pray for me...all this in Jesus name AMEN!!!!"

Ok there is like SOOO MANY THINGS HAPPENING RECENTLY!!!

Ok guys as you know it has been almost A WEEK and there has been alot of happening after the transformer movie... ok sooo let me update day by day :)

Friday(if i am not wrong this is the day)
ok on this day me and my MI friends decide to go like shopping for a bag... So i meet up with Joycelyn, Ivan, Yong Jie, Jeanette, Gary and Xiang Ling...well it started with me, Joyce and Ivan and we head towards bugis and started our search for bags...I SO TOTALLY NEED ONE!!! Then we went to different shops and search... so i found this sling "Zinc" bag that looks quite cool agreed with my 2 other companions...and Joycelyn also found 1 too...then before we acually decide to buy that bag we went to the second level and further our search...on our way i Found this bag (like i so totally forgot the brand) but hey Joyce said it is trustable and worth it for this brand of bag...sooo after quite a few rounds coupled with Ivan's lame joke(never fails to make me laugh!!!) we decide to buy the Zinc bag...

I mean like the lady is soooooo nice because we both bought bags sooo she decide to give us a DISCOUNT!!! yup and we head off to meet the rest at Bugis Junction... the we went shopping then we entered seiyu and a few of them were like getting me cloths to like try them...and i must admit that they look pretty even though i was not used to wearing them(T shirts) because i love button cloths HEHE!!! but now i realise that T-shirts suits me too but they REALLY advice me to go like So totally work out my body...okok i will...:) then we went to samuel and Kevin and they pick a few more shirts for me... after a few try outs thanks to Joycelyn and Gary my Fashion consultant...i love you guys hehe...i decide to buy the shirt and a sweater...however the sweater only left with XL and M i wanted L...so Gary asked the sales person to check and resulted that Sunctec actually carried L...so the rest of us head off for lunch and then towards suntec...

Suntec
Xiang Lin left first...then we went to collect the sweater and we head off to buy my long awaited sport shoe... then i went both this place(World of sports and Royal sporting house) forgot which one is which...but basically i tried a shoe($49.9) at Royal Sporting house(if i am not wrong) but i felt that i should go to world of sports and check other shoe...so when i was up there tried a shoe and bought it($99.9) and went down...guess what next??? OMGOODNESS!!! THE 2 SHOES I TRIED WAS ACTUALLY THE SAME MODEL BUT JUST THAT IT IS DIFFERENT IN COLOUR THERE IS A ALMOST $50 DOLLAR DIFFERENCE.... so instantly a few friend and all went to to do a refund and Thank God i knew that people because i worked there before... so they gave me $99 refund....THANK YOU JESUS!!! i would have sooo totally cried...
after that we then went to a fountain and the view was really nice and not to mention GARY my new found friend who is soooooo sweet and nice!!! we then went home after that...


Monday
school started well even though our results weren't that good at least mine... but overall today was great...ok after school there was band meeting and elections were going on...i mean i never thought that i would be selected as the vice-president of my school band but i was nominated...I AM TOTALLY SHOCKED!!!!! sooo we were suppose to give a short speech and i said something like since those who nominated believed in me, i will do my best to serve my president and the band despite my lack of experience...but i really thank them for giving me this chance and i will not fail you guys... And i was SELECTED!!!! I thank God for giving me this chance too...use me to glorify You Father... i love my band and everyone of them soooo much...it is really sad to see a few of them going to other CCA's...I LOVE you guys and once again thank you all for believing in me...really appreciate it alot!!!

ok auditions for the art festival is this Friday and i am not really prepared...the A pitch that i need to hit is even barely stable...and Esther if you are reading this, sorry for disappointing you...i will do my best on Friday...so guys please pray for me to be able to hit a B just in case...thanks guys... ok gonna do my home work now and lots of vocal warm ups...take care and God bless...

"Lord thank you for the using me...bless me that i will be a blessing to the people around me. Father bless my voice for the coming auditions, i am sorry for this last minute rush and practice but i believe that all things are possible through and with You... thanks for everything Father You have given me...Amen"

TRANSFORMER's is soooo nice

ok i just went out to celebrate with my friends to celebrate her birthday...we went to watched transformers it is VERY NICE!!!!!! man i was quite reluctant to watch it at first but then i turned out to be fantastic!!!! Really reccommend it alot!!! ok then went back and ate MAC with icbt then went back home... ok i am very tired now sooo i will update more tomorrow if possible...

"Lord help me to understand Your ways and let my heart find rest in You...Amen"

ok one more papper to go

ok tomorrow is my accounts paper...I pray that i and my class mates will do well!!!

Summing up
i just watch this video in youtube "When God ran" Man beautiful song!!! i really love it alot!!!! it made me tear...T_T

My Prayer
"Lord thank You for running to me even when i turn my face from You...Thank you for holding my head to Your chest and wiping every tear from my eyes... You the Almighty God who died for me!!! i am eternally moved!!!...though i broke Your heart many times but You still opened Your arms of forgiveness to embrace me...For that i am Yours forever Father...Amen"

Lyric for"When God ran"
"Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run


CHORUS: Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran


The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run


And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me


BRIDGE: I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day


I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again


He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran"

Ok like it is really late now..

ok guess what it is like 0203am now and i am quite tired just finish watching family forensic...VERY INTERESTING!!!

Summing up
ok my favourite part in blogging...ok i am soooo totally inspired by this 18 yr old FANTASTIC singer cum gymnastic... ok i find the his gymnastic ability are fantastic!!! i am like i cannot even do a flip...HAHA but i EXTREMELY IMPRESSED BY HIS SINGING!!!

Because of him i am really gonna push myself work harder and better... Yup i can do it!!!

ok i have also been missing out on my favourtie Christian band alot since i backslided...none other than HILLSONG!!! ok i really love them...ALL of them... i mean their music is just fantastic and songs are just simply moving and touching!!! recently a few song from the album "Mighty to save" has been in my mind...HEHE:) song really recommend..."More to see", "You alone are God"(love the bridge), "For who You are" and "Open my eyes"...yup i really love these songs...truely these song are written from the heart like the Pslamist in the Bible whose songs expresses the writers desire to know God and love Him more!!!


My Prayer
"Our Father who art in Heaven...Praise be Thy most Holy name!!! and Grace that flows with blessings that never end... Power like the world can never comprehend... Love that broke the curse of sin and death that bought us eternal life...In Christ Jesus i know i am free and now, i live to knnow You more...Amen"

Song: You Alone are GodBy: Hillsong, Mighty to Save

"I confess my hope
In the light of Your salvation
Where I lose myself
I will find You’re all I need

Sing my soul
Of the Saviour’s love
Sing my soul
Unto God alone

I will meet You here
In the life we call surrender
Let the world I know
Be the glory of Your grace

You alone are God
You alone are God
We declare the glory of Your name

Reign in all the earth
Reign in all the earth Jesus"

Ok now finger soooo totally hurts...

ok when i got my guitar yesterday i sooo totally started playing and all...but because it is seasoned, it is quite painful to play for a long time... i feel like putting PLASTERS haha on my finger and play to my hearts content!!! hehe

ok well this is for "sis"...read your blog and that phrase is certainly very meaningful that is prettymuch what i am believeing in again...during my move from FC to CHC in the past i believed in that sooo i dont see why i cant do it now...but sadly i really admit tht fears still bimds me, fearing that history will repeat itself but it is way too long i have been in dark...so i wanna break free and expect a exponential growth...ya...just continue to pray for me "sis" thanks...i know you will always be there for me..hehe (seems like this message is getting emo)HAHA

well i will update more later tonight...so cheers!!! :)

Ok that is just soooooo cool!!! :)

A brief update...
ok today has pretty much it's cool and nice times and tiring...i will start from the tiring part... first...

Tiring part
ok today i soooo totally woke up at like 1000!!! just to meet up with "sis" and go ALL THE WAY TO AUJUNIED!!! for the guitar sale...ok if that wasn't demanding enough we queued for around 45min to get in and it took us 5 min and we left that place...because yes though it is true that there is a "great" sale on but the sale items left were maybe 10% to 50% discount off of items at 9,500 somewhere round there...even if there is 50% off i still cant afford it...so to simply cut the story short, the "short" trip there was pointless...

Cool and nice part!!! :)
ok basically i bought the guitar that "mum" bought...well it was very good...and i really liked it!!!
then followed by a service with a EXTRAVAGANT worship!!! man i was really moved... as i worship God uncontrollable tears just flows down my cheek...man there is really something special about that song that means sooooo much to me!!! i love it!!!

Followed by the trip home with my church friends... one of them surprisingly was really sarcastic and.........I LIKE IT ALOT!!!!!!!!! i kinda like sarcastic people...hehe then there was another one who got trick by almost all my jokes WAHAHA!!! and even even heard that she falls for the same joke again and again...haha

ok then came home obliviously show my mama my guitar. Well she didnt lecture me or anything basically and AMAZINGLY(i believe it is God's work) she spoke to me nicely unlike the past few days...

ALL IN ALL TODAY IS REALLY FANTASTIC!!!

My Prayer
"Lord bless me in all that i do, give me a spirit of thanksgiving that never grows tired... draw near to me, as i quietly wait in Your secret place...For i know that You have a purpose that awaits me, and i rededicate myself as a living sacrifice before Your alter...Restore on to my the joy of Thy Salvation and renew a steadfast spirit within me...Thank you Jesus!!! Amen"

Oh i love singing this song...cause i find it inspirational...
it is sung by the winner of American idol 2007 titled"This is my now"

"There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid
I thought I’d reached the end.
Baby, that was then.
But I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.
My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.

I had to decide.
Was I gonna play it safe?
Or look somewhere deep inside,
Try to turn the tide.
Find the strength to take that step of faith?

This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.
My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.

I have a courage like never before, yeah.
I settled for less,
but I’m ready for more.
Ready for more…

This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.
My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.
My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.
This is my now."