What a terrible day...

Well i must say that yesterday on Tuesday, my day didn't really start off well in anyway... Basically things just went wrong... I was so tempted to scream across the class...I dont know why, it just seems that the odds were stacked against me... as if life is never busy enough in anyway... GRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Well that aside... at least at the end of the day, something productive was actually produce especially math!!!

Then when i came home, guess what???!!! another big blow!!! I watched my performance on Transcendence... personally i find that I was not really up to standard at all... it is nothing to do with my pianist(He did great!!!)... it's just me!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I remember i was soooooo pissed with everything today that i feel like creating another blog just for screaming my heart out!!! When so many stuff are happening at one shot!!!

frankly i am lost, this year never really started out the way i wanted... with my results dropping like nobodies business!!! ahhhh!!! I cant even express what i want to say... but i know that i have been caught in some stuff... I know that i have no one to blame but myself... now i have to mug like nobody's business...

"Small but still, Resilient voice,
says help is very near..."

Trancendance performance...

Well here is an update on Transcendence last Saturday... Well we started out meeting around 9am in the morning... saw some of my schoolmates outside... Well i must say that we didn't really start out the day well. There were actually some misunderstanding and unhappiness but after that the entire team moved very well... Through this i must say that even though stuff may happen but we know that when it is time to perform and do our best... We will do it!!!

Anyway first of all i want to start out thanking all my pals who have came down to support!!! even though it may not what you guys expected of me... but nonetheless i hope that you have enjoyed yourself... Even though I cracked(My first time in MI) and funny thing is that, it happened not on the high note but the note after that!!! come to think of it, it is actually quite funny... HAHA!!!

Well through this i must say that MI really has talent!!! a bunch of them are really talented!!! Even though some didn't perform but seriously they should!!! Fantastic!!!

hmmm so i am also feeling very that teachers said that i have improved vocally!!! YAY!!! but they funny thing is that i actually did alot lesser warm up and stuff... i know this is not right... about a week or 2 before performance singers should go into this extra vocal care mode... It helps protecting the vocal chords and many stuff... In fact singers should always be on constant vocal care... So i guess this time was really God's grace over me... Thank You Jesus...

MI Mart
Well i will be performing outside plaza Singapura... do come and support :) Not sure what to sing though... hehe but roughly have an idea in my head... yup... quite excited... my first public performance hehe...

Well recently i have found out this band called "Stentorian" they are really good!!! Love the bleeding love version!!!



so i will also be helping in one of my friends church for this Worship session... COOL!!! but i really hope that i can commit to it as band will be performing the national day...

Well that's all :)

Thank You Lord for Thy grace and mercy that flows graciously... Thank You Jesus...

Trancendance!!!

Ok tomorrow is Transcendence performance!!! I am excited and happy. I just really pray that everything will go well and please pray that I don't get nervous and go flat. Well for those who want the tickets do come down and there will be a booth there.

Time: 3Pm - 5PM concert starts (come around 2.45 to purchase tickets)

Location : Millennia Institute Centre stage

Price: $8

Well that's all... i am going to sleep now...

Lord into Thy hands i commit my Spirit...

Short update...

Ok anyway i came back from night study... and i really realise that the school is actually very nice to us... students... I really find it fruitful today... hopefully i will last...



I am also really grateful generally to the friends around me who have been so understanding and helpful in all that i do... I will always be grateful...



This Saturday is Transcendence!!! COOL!!! Do come down and support... :)

So how do i get over you...

random

Ok i dont really know... what to post... hmmm

ok i know....

Transcendence Rehearsal
Well on Wednesday i had my rehearsal... and i must say that i feel really unprepared... i felt like it was quite terrible... hmmm sometimes i just feel like backing out... but that would be very irresponsible of me toward my duet partner... i am sorry...

Thank goodness in some ways because for the coming month i only have just 1 band performance instead of 3... I guess we all need a break somehow... so guys really take a good break and give our best on national day :)

Well i have one more upcoming performance still not sure what song to sing... Either "Time of my life" or " Always be my baby" or even both... Well i recently i am quite addicted to David Cook's music... personally i feel that he has a really good voice...

Racial Harmony
Well tomorrow MI will be celebrating racial harmony day!!! Frankly i really enjoy celebrating such festival because i believe that people of different races can come together and get to know each other better. I particular love my Secondary school where everyone dress up in different races costumes and the best class wins... FUN!!!

Maybe we're friends,
maybe we're more,
maybe it's just my imagination...

One week after the start of school...

Alright where should i start with????

Anyway i didn't do well for my exams at ALL totally!!! Kinda sad though but i know that i have improve in many subjects. Like my econs i improved by 100% HAHA cool right!!! and GP and Mother tongue... I really love econs and wanna do well in it... By the way i actually feel kinda bad because during my period of failing m exams i know that i have disappointed quite a few teachers such as my Math and Accounts teacher. It is ok... whats done is done... i know that i will not repeat this mistake again...

National Band Competition!!!
Anyway i wanna say that i am proud with my band!!! i really really am and totally in love with everyone of them!!! you guys rocks!!! We got Silver this time but even though we aimed for gold but remember that this is our first time and if we can get silver for this competition we never know how much more we can achieve!!! SYF gold is at hands!!!

Upcoming week
Well the upcoming week will still kinda be busy for me as i have 2 more events after which i tell myself not to take up anyone after my H1 A level... Firstly Transcendence.... of which i don't feel prepared as we are all busy and all during the holidays taking place next Saturday... i just pray very hard that is will be a good performance... Secondly Mi Mart... which will take place in the 2nd of August... outside Plaza Singapura...

Personally
Well i have been feeling much much better as i constantly remind myself of the strength in me... Despite how much the world may try to make me feel bad or inferior compared to them... i know for sure... the Lord will exalt the humble and bring down the proud...

" You go before me,
You shield my way,
in every season... i know You love me..."

First proper day of school

Ok today is the first day of school... i must say that it definitely isn't a ray of sunshine...

Sad news
First i started my day with a very tired body because i slept late and reason for doing so... playing computer games.

Secondly, for my PE game grouping i got into hockey and really my cup of tea... I have always wanted to play volleyball...

Thirdly, i did very badly for my math... and i mean really bad...

Good news
Well not all hopes is lost, for my Chinese i am really happy that the teacher said i have improved!!! YES!!! actually i think i could have passed if i read the question even more clearly.

and the reflection that my math teacher asked me to write have kinda renewed this light in me...

Personal stuff
Actually this few days have even help me high lighted clearly who are those friends whom i can really trust and reply on... somehow these few days i just am able to see it clearly. Some just want to tear you down and some just really pesky... however there are also some that i can really hold onto like those who care and concern... I am thankful i can discern...

I have also come to terms with myself not to get into emotional stuff that wont really help in my life... or even get myself hurt... so i am just going to take it easily...

Oh and recently i realised that i have been relatively cold or irritating to some people... but really if i have hurt anyone recently i am sorry about it... maybe it is because i am going through some stuff in my life that is why... sorry about it...

I will arise safe and sound... and make it through the rain...

As for my math... I will not sit and wait for miracle, but perform the unthinkable...

Lord you are my strength...

Man i am exhausted!!! 5/7

Well today i went to Sentosa to a group of my friends... and it was very enjoyable!!! Although it rain a little here and there... but still it is the companion among great friends that matter :)



Anyway i have meet someone even though i had a feeling i will meet him somewhere or some time... and we did... but anyway, if you are reading this, sorry if your friends felt...you know... but we are really comfortable with you guys...and sorry if i was quite harsh with my attitude towards you...i just playing around :)... but still...you're irritating... HAHAHA just kidding...



Anyway...i am totally beat out... i slept really according to my time and woke up really early according to my time... and did quite a work out... i feel... but it was all VERY VERY FUN!!! i think i will make it a hadbit to visit Sentosa at least once a month... hehehe...



anyway next week is going to be a long and pretty much dreadful to a certain extent firstly positive forward looking to getting back results for some subjects and negative for some... PLUS!!! the entire week of next, there will be band... man i hope i will have the energy to pull through... anyway gonna sleep now... take care and God bless ya'll :)

Exams!!!! Officially over...

YAY last paper was like yesterday!!! finished with my Chinese A level oral... although for my accounts paper which suppose to be upon 100 turn out to be 75 because i skipped the last question!!! grrrr... i really didn't know how to do it... and i know for sure that this second paper is really gonna affect my entire accounts paper... Well i know i can do better, and i know this is not the end of it...

However i thought that my Chinese oral was quite interesting...i thought would do badly well at least for my reading... but for my passage i am quite confident that i will do will in that area... Well i did my best HAHA :) Its Chinese!!!

so i know that now i have exactly 3 more days before facing the music of our results. so.... meaning i am going to PLAY!!! sooo well yea erm hmmm i am going to enjoy myself...

Recently
Well recently i have got to know a few more friends better and clearer. And actually they are very nice people... i am also grateful that there people who are actually open and understanding and accepting to certain issues... thanks you people...

Well recently i am feeling lots of surges of inspiration to write and desire to sing parts and just make music!!! Really i cannot imagine my life without i music... I will totally CRY without it!!! Thank God for it... anyway few days back as i have mentioned that i want to write songs for mothers... i will get to it soon... so over the next few days i pray for inspiration...

Oh next week my friends and i plan for a performance at Esplanade library open mic... So i hope that it will turn out well... but somehow there is this affirmation that i will do well... SO EXCITED!!!

"Before the world began,
you were on his mind..
and every tear you cry,
is precious in His sight...
because of His great love,
He gave his only Son...
Everything was done,
so you would come..." "So you would come" by Hillsong

In my life be lifted high...