1 more to go!!!

ok econs paper today is quite cool... man it has been a long long time since i wrote this much... well i am quite happy with the paper today but i know i could have done much better... for sure i know i will do better than my common test... With You i'll walk the raging sea...

Anyway here is still accounts... Lord guide me... I really wanna do well for this paper even though i realise that i have been distracted with certain stuff this first half of the year but i know i will not bring it with me anymore...

Ok yea cant wait to meet up with my sis this week not to mention after my chinese a level oral... It has been quite a long time since we actually met... i miss her...

Ok a recent update musically... well i was suppose to find a voice teacher/ vocal couch and utilise the funds given by my school... and i actually found one while i was studying!!! how cool is that... her back ground info are rather impressive but because with her given course fee i can only attend about 2 month of lesson before the i use up the funds left... but anyways i will still enquire with the 2 that have been recommend... and... yup definitly wanna start classes after the exams...

and i have rather addicted to life house!!! Love Jason Wade's voice!!! and his songs!!! guess it is so meaningful and inspiring because of his life journey... Well i love his singing alot!!! and Lee Ryan... solid vocals!!! and Jordin Sparks!!! and of course not forgetting Mariah Carey... love her always!!!


one thing i also realise... that the many times the reason why some songs are so powerful in terms of the impact it has on the hearer is because of the writers life experience... because "Whatever does not kill you make you stronger" So i really love songs like this... ALOT!!! i find it sooo comforting to listen too... it can be so powerful that actually transcend time and space... those songs may be written 10 years ago or even in some small part of a country but today it will still stay true and beautiful... Lord i wanna write songs like this... help me Jesus

Well i have actually written a few songs... i need to find a time to do a actual proper cover... however recently this title "Song for Mothers" have been popping out of my head... i know for sure i will write it down... for my mum... and other mums too... :) well Father's will have to wait... HAHA

"Lord i know that i am imperfect,
still You love me as i am...
grace You've withheld not from me,
and love You've given abundantly...
if i were to stray away,
set me back and pave my way...
For i know that Your the only One,
i wanna spend my life with You... my days..."

Went to Church today:)

Well its been quite a log while since i went to church... to be exact 1 month!!! Well today had a praise and Worship Session... cool love IT!!!!!



Anyway my day church have made me pondered and wonder about some stuff in my life... oh i also realised that dream(not the sleeping ones) but goal, aim and target are actually very important in our life...it is one of the powerful factor that drives us... trust me i have realised how much strength it can give to oneself... along that comes hope in our dreams so that we will never give up... am i making sense??? Because personally i always make it a habit to remind myself of the dreams i have and obliviously work towards it!!! however along the way there bound to be people who tries really really hard to make you feel that you don't matter at all or tear you down... but always remember that at the end of every storm, there will always be a rainbow...hold on to the strength and peace in you...

Anyway i feel sooo deep out of a sudden... but i mean what i write...

so moving on to something more daily and stuff you can ponder about...


ok so short update... tomorrow is econs paper i wanna do well for it!!! i actually love econs alot now...possible my my favourite subject among the H2... wanna do well for it... following that accounts paper on Thursday and A level Chinese oral!!! ahhhhhh

my theory is "Do your best and let God do the rest..."



watch this... life changing :)

Anyway i have to get going... take care guys and God bless y'all!!!

"Here in Your courtswhere I'm close to Your throne,
i found where i belong..."

2 more paper to go...

Alright actually believe it or not somehow i am left with 2 more papers to complete... COOL!!!!

Hmmm guess i will take a short break after that by meeting my secondary school friends... then gonna pick myself up and start practices my math and chinese... :) These few weeks have kinda been terapeutic for me... i think the business have help me realise how much i could do... I have also hanged out with friends that i never knew we could actually clic... :) Tomorrow is Sunday... I will be going to Church!!! YES!!! i have not been sttending since i came back from Beijing... Really miss my friends there...

Truly i am generally happy with myself at the moment...just taking a short break before i get back in stride...

"I pray You'll be our eyes... in times when we dont know..."

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok exams technically have started yesterday... some papers are really tough!!! for example Mother Tounge!!! this particular passage really made me feel like slapping someone!!! something about son washing the fathers feet then dirty and everything GRRRRRRR!!!!!! basically throughout the entire exam i was writing my reflections... K BEST!!!!!!!

Anyway another really made me quite frustrated is the my Cam's memory card... AHHHHH 900 hundred photos taken in Beijing and now i cant open... but i know i am suppose to bring it down to the service center to get it done... but nooooooo time!!!! never mind next week:)

Well... what else...erm.... i know that my recent blog has been quite empty...NOT that i am leading a boring life... just that i really dont have much time to update... but anyway here is a short one....

now i am currently having exams which will end around next week... YAY!!!

Serious/personal stuff
Ok as you guys already know or even if you didn't you will know it now...That i am A HUGE GIGANTIC, ENORMOUS Fan of MARIAH CAREY!!!!!!!!

And recently i must i have don't some thinking about my future and stuff but sometimes i just have this fear in my heart that i don't know what is going to happen in the future... somehow the uncertain makes me nervous... because think of it, time flies before you know it you would probably be working somewhere at some time and then probably you will recount to the times when you ponder about the future... plus i kinda felt oppressed someways and Thankfully I found this song titled "Cant Take That Away" by Mariah Carey... and it really kinda brought courage and peace into my heart... seriously go listen to it... Those of you guys who are being put down by the people around or feel that you don't matter at all because of what people say of you... but always remember that there's a light in you that shines brightly, they can try but they cant take it away and The Lord will guide you where you need to go... Trust me it has became my Anthem for strength... apparently it is also called "Mariah's Theme"...

They can try but they cant take that away from me...

Ok 5,006,000 and 32 million years later...

Well it has been really really long about 2 months... Well anyway here an update...



Month of April

Well this month is my birthday and we also celebrated a few others birthday... hjmm what else happened???????? well i kinda forgot already...



Anyway in general, school has been quite stressful i would say..but no doubts i will not allow it to bring me down... As usual i am still all over Mariah Carey.... Love ya GIRL!!!



MAY

Well i went this is more recent so i can remeber it clearly... I went to BEijing and I must say it is really fun there... I really like the tour guide she has been so nice to all of us. It's quite funny coming to think of it, i actually thought that there would still be cows or some other farm animal strolling across streets there!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA hilarious... Actually i would say Beijing is really catching with Singapore... There is this place called "The Place" man the shops there are some what paragon like just that it is nicer there and classier... I really want to go back there...



Food wise man the peking duck is just fantastic!!! i am not a fan of duck but now i am... kinda feel sad for the duckies that day... but still delicious!!! ;)



Scenery... WOOW!!!! you should got there and see it for yourself... picture can only show this much but when you are there it is totally different!!! I love You Beijing....



Besides the bad air there and traffic... Beijing is really fun to go to!!! but still i still love my home land Singapore more than any other country.... :)



In General

Well life has been in a hustle and bustle state... which has been good in some ways and bad in some ways... Good stuff is that i am so busy that the bad stuff have been covered... bad stuff is that i have really not been spending my quiet time... i kinda feel that i am lagging behind in my studies.. "whatever does not kill me, makes me stronger"...