ok now finally i can get stuff from my heart...

Well today i have had the whole day staying at home...didn't went out...maybe i should have...to avoid all those thoughts that are so distressing...

I don't know why but i feel like being tied down by something...my heart just wanna break free...mean while i am pretty confused with some stuff...don't know how tell to express...i really cant stand it when it is so hard to even express that's so natural...emotions...

Today i had thoughts of turning back to what i was doing in the past...how would life felt...i am quite tired being sooo vulnerable...sometimes i feel like i am easily brought down by people's influence or even words... i find it hard to balance...which is something that i really now...balancing emotions is important...

But to think of it, being a Christian, i know that God has always been with me...the friends He have placed in my life are just really nice...even if there are some nasty ones, i know for sure they will make me stronger...because like Mariah Carey once said "Whatever does not kill you, makes you stronger..." So i know that God's plan are to prosper me...

"Lord sometimes i know i have drifts away from You...
but still Your gaze have always been on me, day and night...
Lord sometimes i feel so small in this big big world,
that there are constants challenges i fear i cant handle,
and then i remember Your word of love and faith
Your promises that never fades..."

God will make a way when there seems to be no way...

after band concert...

Ok months of practice and awaiting...finally on the 15th of dec it came the final showdown...
Though it may not be like a Esplanade performance but one thing i can say is that, we have put in loads of effort and this is our first performance without collaboration... For that it was really a great performance!!! A big shout out to all my Band buddies!!! "Keep up the good work!!! The next will definitely be better!!!"

Well i don't really know what else to blog...will blog more maybe later..

Performance is tomorrow...

Well tomorrow is the performance...i am still a little nervous but none the less i will give my best... I really hope that everything will turn out FANTASTIC!!! I know that it will...Amen!!!

Lord help me and be with me always...

After reharsals...

Well today rehearsal was great and fun...i also had a chance to rehearse my singing with the band and man i got to calm the nerves...God help me... But i know that it will get alot better by Saturday...

So now i am quite tired and tomorrow i have to go back to school for my talent management talk...Wow so excited and all... I really love MI!!!

Ok so as you guys know maybe some don't...i used to have tendon inflammation in my right heel...just when i thought it was getting better...now the pain coming back...really hope that one performance day i will get better...

Lord make me Holy Thine...

Here's some update...

Ok so my CAT exams ended already...and now i can totally do stuff that i want... YAY!!!

Oh not forgetting to mention my band concert is on this Saturday...so those interested do let me know...
Band Concert
Date:15 Dec
Venue:MI (Centre stage)
Time:5.30pm
Price: $5
This is our first own band concert...so do come and give your support...i will be singing too :)

So in this concert great songs will be played...you will love it...

Choir Practice
Like i have totally missed church choir prac for like almost a month...really miss the practice... i will totally go back after band concert...

Church
And not to mention church....i missed last 2 weeks of service because of waking up late which is totally not acceptable(personally)...so this Sunday by hook or crook i am going...Forgive me

Yoga class
HAHA believe it or not i am going to take up yoga classes with my mum...which is cool...i mean you get to bond with someone and exercise at the same time...i know that this is a good way for us to hang out...

Talent Management Programme
I got selected YAYAYAYAYAY!!!! soooo happy...Thanks you Jesus...

So i guess you guys have wondered whether humans can break glass with their voice...well the fact is yes and it is sooo cool... here's a video


Well i am quite tired now....will update more tomorrow... God bless...

Exam is tomorrow...

Ok a short update...tomorrow is my diploma's exam...Lord give me wisdom...
So much stuff has been happening...but i pray with all my heart that things will turn out smoothly...

But i know that after tomorrow...i will start to do stuff that i have not done in a long time like writing songs and maybe jamming??? but i want to have fun...Not to also mention to practice for my band performance...YAY!!!

So i will get going...God bless all of us for tomorrow's exam...

Chat with my best mate...

alright here's a short update on my night out with my "sis" on Saturday night...well we chated and laughed and sang together...well really those times are precious...she is someone whom i can pour out my heart to...knowing that there is peace and comfort whenever i share with her ... and i cant wait for the next meeting...

Ok finally i got to hang out with my mum after like don't know how many donkey years...well even though we didn't went anywhere far but really i miss clinging on to her like when i was really small(pestering her to buy stuff for me)... And she bought stuff for me YAY!!! :) Really love you mum...

Grace my fears released...

Alright as usual stuff happened...

Ok something really random happened like yesterday...just a short update before that...

There are times when things change and people around you as well and the only way to handle it well is to really move on...it doesn't matter how long you may know that person but people change so I got to move on and be who i am...

So yesterday one of my 2 friends whom (we kinda stop hanging out) texted me...i was not really surprised though but he ask me a question that made me really surprise...he asked, dont i miss those times i had with the both of them...well at first i really didn't know how to answer but somehow i had to be true to myself and to him...so i told him that i have moved on and things that are done at times will remain as it is...even though i really miss them but i know that i will treasure the moments i have with them... and he just replied "I see"... i didn't reply to that...

but anyway i am thankful for the friends i have now...i still remember i was a extremely introvert guy in primary school with only like 2 "true friend" of which both "betrayed"(extremely childish reason...HAHA)me...

It's sad to think of my secondary besties kinda split up because of relationship problems within the group itself... so only a few of them whom i am still in contact..but at times i feel that they are always caught up with their stuff(shall not name it)..but i know within myself that there is still one who is like my real sister...i thank God for her...

ok enough of my secondary school friends...i like to give a shout out to my MI friends...man!!! in case i have not mentioned it before...i really feel happy around you guys even though i know different people have different personalities(makes you guys all the more unique :) still all of you guys including band members are really precious to me...Thanks for being my friends...


ok this is my first time posting pictures...ok for your in this is Anthony Callea, my favourite singer and my role model for singing...


Another two of my favourite Celine Dion and Mariah Carey





Ok that's all for today... God bless

Lord make it easy for me to handle...thanks...

feeling a little uncomfortable...

Alright my diploma's exams is coming soon in fact next Friday...man and i am not really prepared for it...got to get my mind focused...

Like that is not the stress enough...at times i ask myself am i changing? is the "world" molding me to one whom i don't use to be...just because the world feels that the only way to be "accepted" is to live by it's standards...so sometimes the only way to live by the worlds standard is to live out a life that is outside of our own principle...i feel like that is what i have been doing and frankly i am quite tired of it...you might say that i am being exposed to my surroundings but one thing i know that, it cannot be done at my principle's expense...Life in MI has really made me grow and learn alot...i have to say that it has made me realise the good and bad that pressure from surrounding can offer...well after all this is said and done, it is still up to us to decide what to be taken in...

Went for sectionals and as usual i am extremely happy whenever there is anything to do with band... sectionals was fun...teachers in charge of band are sooo nice...really love them all...and i really like my sectional leader, we had great laughs together...

Bro/sis please pray for my voice...it has not completely recovered...thanks...

Tomorrow is the last session with my diploma tutor before my diploma's exam...

"Lord help me to rise up against the storms in my life... Lord guard me from the world's bad influence, instill in me only those that are pleasing in Your eyes...Amen..."

Band Camp was really really fun!!!

Alright i had my band camp(although i didn't stay overnight) last Thursday and Friday...We had lot of fun to be honest...i really enjoyed myself...the games and TUTORING!!! was just fantastic within all the diploma classes...I wanna get the tuner metronome... i also love the night walk...love it when i scare the hack out of people...HEHE...well but i guess it really took a toll in my voice having to scream and shout while having dry cough and all...now i am worried because the concert is just roughly 3 weeks from now...God help me...

Well to inform you guys my diploma's exam is actually in around 12 days time...and i am still quite shock that there isn't a sense of urgency in me...bad bad bad...anyway must start studying...

Well tomorrow there is extra math lesson...although i didn't do well for math in fact i did badly but because i am proud that i have a passionate teacher which makes me wanna work even harder...i have worked very hard for my math in secondary school and i will do the same in MI...Lord show me Thy wisdom...

alright another thing i wanna share is my choir practice...i have not went for about 2 weeks...and i am starting to wonder about going...something within me just feels...different...i really wanna be in a choir badly....well i don't man...i will see to it the coming Tuesday...

Ok i love the serial i watched "As the world turns" and "Holly oaks"...it has been quite long that i have watched a really nice serial...and i love this two...and i got to say that there is much out there in other countries that we don't know...

Alright video for today..."Can't touch it" Ricki Lee Coulter





Never too far away...

Tired...

Today and tomorrow is going to be a long day...I hope i can cope through well...

Ok as usual i watched Mariah singing on youtube and i really didn't know she had songs that really moved me songs like "Saving grace", "Vision of love" and "Never too far"(which is what i watched yesterday... Man it is really touching, i can tell that she almost cried...but she still remain strong that why her songs are about her life, her faith in God and walking through the rain...i really Really love her alot...

So video for today "Never too far away"



You calm the storm in me...again...

Dreams that felt sooooo real...(well i hope my dream comes true) :)

Well last night i slept late and i had dreamS ...yes a few dreams...but cant remember clearly...
But i guess one moment i was living my dream/goal and the next i was crying because my dream finally came true...I was hugging my mum...and physically i cried out but there was no tears...it really puzzled me...but i myself got shocked...waking up "crying" with neither sound nor tears....(Does this happen to you guys???)

but that dreams was very vague...i guess i had it because of all the strong convictions in my life that i want my dreams so badly...

Tomorrow there is CAT...and i have not studied for the test yet...but will either later or tomorrow morning...

Anyway...THERE IS BAND SECTIONALS TOMORROW!!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAY!!!!!!
You guys have no idea how happy am i...music is really important...to me...

Lord, You are the music in me...

Am i doing enough???

Ok firstly i am quite sad because i have been totally missing my precious band practice because of my diploma's, camp, extra lessons and all...not that studies are not important...but i feel like i have totally neglected band so much...i really miss having band practice with my buddies and sometimes i feel like i am not playing my role being the VP by missing all the band practice... i miss band really...even my band camp is affected by my diploma this Thursday and Friday but still i know that this cant be help...plus i really really miss having band with Mr Tan...Lord if i have not done enough for band, please forgive me...

Now i just hope that i can find a time to just dwell in music with my band friends...not to say i just started playing the piccolo, i want to have more exposure in band playing the piccolo...

There so much things i wanna do for band but i just don't know...Lord give me wisdom...

Well anyway on the other hand i am thankful for my math teachers commitment to help us in math today...finally i understand logarithms seriously... Thank you so much...really appreciate it alot...

Lord troubles still fills my heart silently....

Feeling better...

ok i am feeling alot better after talking...but still the thoughts are still there...

ok tomorrow there is math lesson which means one thing...i am missing my band practice... :( but as much as i love band, i believe that my math needs more help...A levels for Math is next year...God help me...

By the way i am playing the piccolo...it is in the flute family, shorter than the flute and one octave higher in pitch than flute itself...so COOL!!! didn't really get to play the piccolo in secondary school...

after a talk with one of my friend, i am much much inspired to work on m vocals...because i have slacked for about 2-3 weeks without warming up my voice and working on it...Concert is just roughly one month away..and i want this time to be better than the last 2 performance...my friend and i will be singing "Oh come all ye faithful" and "Silent night"...Lovely songs...

Ok have i also mentioned i am really caught up with the serial "As the world turns" it is very nice!!!

i went to my friends church on Saturday and it was GREAT!!!

video for today "What goes around comes around" by Colton Rudloff (18 years old and sings fantastically!!!)



I will bless the Lord forever...

feeling a little "emo"(not sure why)

Ok i just came back from a meeting...like there is so much thoughts going through my head...stuff i cant understand...afraid to share...things are not as easy as it seems...mixed emotions are feeling me up to the brim...i feel that i might break down one day with all those questions in my mind...really wish someone in my shoes can hear me out...I'm sorry i didn't mean to be "emo"...trust me i love life...

Ok like recently i found out some stuff...guess i have to really find the courage to let that person know how i feel...or maybe even share my problems...i know i am not be an expert but at least i know how i feel...but how??? to tell???... lost...

why??? people make decisions then regret??? when it is too late...then they blame themselves saying"why they don't always get what they want???" quite frustrating...

not feeling well...and missed my choir practice...

Ok never mind i know i am not exactly on cloud 9 recently but i know that with time...i will feel better...

Tomorrow is Church...i will trust beyond the sky and go in faith...to get answers...

Christmas is really nearing...i am excited...i want to enjoy my Christmas this year...

heard this song just now(or maybe now) titled "The Distance" it is very nice!!!
Video for today "The Distance" by Evan and Jaron



Lord make my dreams and desires reality...

ok i am IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with MARIAH CAREY!!!!!!!!!

ok recently i am really all about her... i mean she is soooo pretty, sexy, beautiful, gorgeous, basically a living goddess...with a voice so powerful, high, intense, pitched, unique like no other...she is a diva...her faith in God so sincere and true...she writes her own songs...such special songs... i am really in love with her...she's been through so much that's why her song are so powerful... love her to the max!!! this post is dedicated to her...i grew up being a Celine Dion fan but really recently Mariah have captured my heart...i will be posting three videos from Youtube and Daily motion titled "why Mariah is the best", "saving grace" and "Vision of love" (love the way she sings) no wonder she is the best selling female artist in music history...

Mariah Carey - My Saving Grace
Uploaded by ricmr83

Lord bless her...

ok came back from SEL camp+++

Ok as some of you guys know that i have came back from the Sel camp...well i am not gonna blog much about it but i will some other days...

SEL CAMP
Ok the entire camp was relatively tough in some ways but it is also funs in its own way...but i really wanna thank someone who really enlighten me from the first of the camp...because it is technically my first camp...and because it is already quite tough on the first day itself...couple this two reasons feelings of going home just arise so i asked one of my friend how does he feel...no doubt he felt that the camp was quite tough but he told me just enjoy it, take in the experience and learn from it...even if it is tough, it is still an experience... Come to think of it, is quite true...i mean life would be quite boring without all sought of experience...right??? LOVELY!!! more on the camp next time...

CHURCH CHOIR
ok grool news!!! I got into the Church choir...but there is this 6 week probation thingy before i can join the choir on stage...still...LOVELY!!! ok i went for the practices and it was really fun...something like what i wanted...parts and harmonising...they sang this presentation song for church today and it was very nice...VERY NICE!!! i could see the pastor really pleased with it...i am going to work hard there and excel for God... Read this verse in the training room "Talent are gift from God but using our talent is our gift to God..." Will update more...

CAT DIPLOMA
Ok so the my accounting diploma have started on Friday and it is really fun!!! not forgetting that the lecturer is just as great...the time there is really fun and i wanna excel there... so there is like this daily test thingy going on and there is one tomorrow... and 2 sessions in fact fro 9-1 and 2-6...quite a long day...God give me strength...

Summing up
ok some interesting stuff happened yesterday when i went for choir practice and today in church...i was like 45min early for choir practice(unusual of me)...HAHA (actually i thought it started at 2 but actual time was 245...) so while waiting down stairs reading the senior pastor came out of a room and i was quite shock to see him and as usual his smile just lifted me...and i shook hands with him...something just caught my attention...and today some how when i went for church...i saw him again and shook hands with him... then i was directed all the way to the front like 2nd row from the pulpit...and again saw him there...but the interesting part happened at the end of the service...ok as your know that recently there is lots of issues going on in my life...so the altar was opened to all who need ministering...and some how the way the pastor was inviting people to come forth and it just seem as if he looked straight into my eyes, filled with peace and hope asking me to come forward...but because i was new there so didn't have the courage to step up...but I REALLY SHOULD HAVE!!!!!!!!...but somehow after the service, i felt released in some ways...so i learned that pastors really carry the presence of God that brings forth peace and joy...like Moses in the bible...Feelings i cant explain...

Video for today "At the Cross" by Hillsong(French version) LOVE IT!!!(trying to learn it but not as easy as i thought...


Ok please pray for my CAT test tomorrow...thanks and God bless...

Make me assuredly Yours...

Ok while waiting for food to digest...i am gonna blog...

ok i later 530 i am going to have my choir audition YAY!!! till now i still make up my mind of the song i am singing(Although i have a few prepared)...never mind i will think about it on my way there... will blog later...

"Now is the time for us to shine,
Shine with the face of Christ divine..."

okie update on yesterday...

Yesterday
Alright i went to school yesterday TWICE!!! firstly at 11am plus to hand in my form for the SEL camp... then went back haha...ok then i went back again for band!!! YAY!!!! Had a great time with another conductor...and we had body percussion practice!!! SO COOL!!! amazing!!!

After the practice ended i met up with my secondary friend and i must say we had a great time together!!! I mean she is really a fun person to shop with and i am really starting to love shopping!!!! She is like my shopping sister!!! we basically went from one shop to another...i mean like literally!!! and we love "Watsons" i mean LOVE IT!!! the bigger the better...HAHA i mean Watsons have like everything from personal care to food and more stuff!!! So cool!!! Cant wait for the next shopping spree together...HAHA!!!

We then went to Diso...ok although it is fun but i still prefer Watsons (EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE SELLING ALMOST DIFFERENT STUFF) but still...moving on...she was like buying quite a few stuff for her hamsters and all even though i only bought milk shake but we spent most of the time laughing our way through the shop HAHA!!!(where's the link???) still moving on...

Alright tomorrow is band practice again!!!YAY really i love band...and it make me wonder at times where some people join a CCA that they don't like at all????????why??? why not join something you like and excel in it?

Ok the camp is coming soon...thinking about makes nervous again...ok but never i want to just enjoy myself before my diploma starts...

Video for today "Apologise" by Colton Rudloff(18 and sings really well!!!)
ok the embed thing is disabled so i will put a link below...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1PiZBHiWW4

"Before the world began,
you were on His mind...
And every tear you cry,
is precious in His sight...
Because of His great love,
He gave His only Son...
Everything was done,
so you would come...." by Hillsong ("So you would come" verse 1)

SLE camp...fun??? I hope so...

ok today i went for the SLE camp briefing...and it took almost the entire day, i mean the briefing was like 5 hours long and now i just really hope that the camp will be REALLY REALLY FUN... I really hope we were in power to choose our own grouping... but the good thing about random grouping, is that we get to know more people which COOL!!! i met quite a few new and nice friends...

Ok this is also the first camp i am going and no doubt about it, i am nervous...for what??? i dont know HAHA!!! but really i dont know what is going to happen there...

well there one fun thing that i look forward to tomorrow is the band practice...come to think of it, i have never love my band this much in my secondary school...really the people here are very nice and cool...

Ok i am also in love LEONA LEWIS!!! BEAUTIFUL VOICE!!!! Love her!!!

ok the next thing is that i guess i will be working this holiday despite my diplomas...because really personally i find working really open my eyes to many thing but importantly it reminds me that money is not easy to earn as it seems because every penny that goes out of our pocket are actually hard earned money by our parents...so i am planning schedule to work in time with my diploma...hope i can cope...Lord help me, i know with You all things are possible...

ok yesterday something really bad and i am feeling extremely guilty about every word that came out of my mouth and i really hope that i can reverse everything that happen last night but i guess the hurt that's done is done...i just hope that there is till room for forgiveness...i realise that many times when we are angry that all kinds of hurting words burst forth but really word is extremely powerful and it could possibly leave a scar that could not easily be undone... "Lord, please forgive me"

Ok video for today "Bleeding Love" Leona Lewis



"Lord so much happenings recently, much emotions drowns my senses...but never let my failures keep me from Your touch...Amen"

YAY Christmas is coming soon!!! but first halloween!!!HEHEHE

soooo guys!!! as you know...Halloween is coming SOON!!! is it today??? Wait let me check the calendar.................................................oh no, it is 2 more days...ok still cool anyway...by the way come to think of it there is party that i am suppose to go to, not sure where yet...hmmm never mind, i guess my classmates are planning for a party...COOL!!!! i am gonna dress as a vampire this time...hehe the last time i celebrated Halloween was like years ago and i dressed up as a male witch..."Harry Potter" but really looked nothing like him...HAHA!!!

In case you guys don't know what is Halloween all about... here a short update...
Halloween is shortened term for "All-hallow-even" it is the eve of "All hallow's day" which is know as the all saints day...

ok moving on from that, i am more excited about Christmas!!! YAY IT IS COMING SOON!!! Can't wait for it!!!! Like i REALLY LOVE CHRISTMAS!!! Besides Resurrection Sunday and good Friday...I really gonna spend my Christmas being happy and prepare myself for a start of a new year...YAY (ok i think your will find me weird posting about Christmas on the 29 of October...haha well anyways I STILL LOVE CHRISTMAS...

Ok another official announcement(I am hope there are bigger fonts)
BAND CONCERT IS COMING SOON...ON THE 15 OF DEC...SO COME BOOK YOUR TICKETS BEFORE YOU MISS IT...thanks :)...I hope that was loud enough....it is really gonna be fun...i have heard the pieces and it is really nice...i mean it...

next thing...i am having a camp soon but i got to say that i am quite nervous...because i have never gone for one in my secondary school but this time i will give it a try...hope it is fun...really love this bonding stuff...

I also want to give a shout out to one of my teacher...thanks for everything and am really grateful for your passion in teaching... will do well in your subject next year...promise...


I know i have posted this last time but for those who have not seen it...it is a must watch...FANTASTIC!!!! be blessed by their singing and music...FATASTIC!!!!



Hillsong Conference 2007 Opening
Uploaded by ajchz


ENJOY :)

"Be Thou my vision, oh Lord of my heart"

Hello...a short update

Ok a short update...this week is filled with lots of emotions...REALLY aLOT!!!!!!! From feeling of hectics, accomplishment to joy and stress... Which is sooo totally cool...i believe we learn through these emotions...HEHE but what i love most the ability to feel and understand these emotions...and use it to my advantage...

Ok i have been hanging out these few days with one of my sec school friend...I REALLY APPRECIATE HER ALOT!!!! She is more like a sister than a friend to me...she can really understand me sooo much...i can relate to her too...we should hang out together again...OFTEN!!!

ok this week is really filled with alot of projects and stuff to do...but thanks to a bunch of wonderful friends we were able to pull through..."Friends who work together, stays together..." i believe...And thank God that the entire thing was a success and a wonderful wrap...thanks for the opportunity for doing things i have never done before...really thanks...sooo cool to act...

ok back to my roots, music... today i went to esplanade and found some more books on singing!!! wanted to borrow but i still have three books not yet finished...God help me finish...then i went to the score section..GUESS WHAT????!!!!! I FOUND THE SCORE FOR "ERIN SHORE" AND "TOSS THE FEATHER" PLAYED BY THE CORR'S SOOOOOO NICE... Really cant wait to learn those beautiful Irish pieces...but looking at the "Toss the feathers" i think i need weeks to learn it IT IS HARD!!! THE SPEED!!!

As i am blogging i am listening to "Apologise" by Timbaland..it is really nice... LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok going to sleep now...take care and God bless...

"Lord, may my desires be Your desires...Amen"

ok this is going to be a long post...enjoy...(not very long afterall)

In the morning
ok i went to school as per normal then suddenly everything moved at ten million miles an hour...i mean thing were happening sooo fast, so much things undone and things to do...really felt lost...but never mind i know that focus on things one by one will help me to complete my things... ok i am also really sorry if i was a little moody because so much stuff happening around me...but hey things are sooo much better now...

Ok because of the photo shooting thingy, i went home to take my clothings...came back to school then took a cab down to RP with my pals...

In RP
ok we went into this really cool room i got to watch the short film we made the other time in RP sooo cool... then we did a recording another part of the story...following that we took pictures...Speaking of which...i took a really interesting picture that looked really nice but erm...but i feel a little shy to put it in the booklet...but hey i still have time to decide...hehe

then we went into this room with 2 other friends in to this "thinking room" where ideas for our e business burst forth...and i realise something or at least i hope it is true..."friends who work together stays together" i mean these was one of the most efficient impromptu meetings we had...it was fantastic!!!really love working in a group...

and this goes out to the RP students and i wanna thanks them for their commitment...i mean they are sooo helpful and initiative...REALLY they are nice people...

ok my eyes are shutting down already...i will try to post more next time...

video for today "Home"by Colton Rudloff



"Lord guide me to the truth of love..."

Ok i am in Takashimaya library

ok like today has been quite a confusing day...so many question and doubt as well as uncertainty...Ok i got back my results, didn't do very well but i know that i'll promote...never mind next year will be a fresh start for me...i will DO WELL!!!!!!! dang even as i am typing this, there is so much worries in me...

okie hello i am blogging at 725am

ok while most of my classmates are still sleeping or even dreaming...i have already awaken to blog...HEHE it is because i slept at 8 yesterday and till today...man i still feel sleepy haha...



ok so went out with yesterday and searched for "stuff" then we went to Timah to visit mum...i guess i am sooo tired because i was lame yesterday...i guess i almost gave "sis" a heart attack....haha i guess it is REALLY fun to be irritating and annoying...haha

ok and cool stuff i saw my secondary school teacher at yesterday...and she invited me to join the church choir!!!! LOVELY...what a cool way to do something i love while serving God!!! Thank God!!!

OK I AM soooooo in love MC soooooooo in love.....I WANNA MARRY HER!!!! HAHAHA just kidding......she is like a QUEEN!!!!! love her!!!

I have watched high school musical and i have to say it is FANTASTIC!!!!!!! the music was really interesting and meaningful!!! i love the one sang by Vanessa and Efron "i gotta go my own way"
it is sooo touching...i mean they are really good actors...when they sang this song(something about a giving each other time)...ya

sooo the next thing is that the audition for TMP(Talent Management Programme) is this week...what song should i sing? really hope i can get through...God help me...

then the next thing is promotion...i guess today will be the day where teachers will let us know whether are we getting promoted or not... man i am quite nervous...hope my friends and i will be promoted...

Video for today "Breathe by Ricki Lee Coulter


"Lord path our ways towards success and glory...let us move from glory to glory and strength to strength...Amen"

ok things have been happening quite fast

Alright i have not been really been posting...guess i am lazy...hehe

Ok sooo a short update...ok there is going to be a band concert on the 15th of December...SOOO TOTALLY COOL!!! I LOVE BAND...come to think of it i have never been in a sports CCA since PRIMARY SCHOOL...haha not that i dont like sports...i love sports especially volley ball!!!! LOVE IT TO THE MAX!!!!!!! i mean i am still looking for someone to play with me me for long hours...because i realise that i can play it for like many many hours and not feeling tired...guess because i love IT!!!! back to the CCA thingy...i love music more than sports too...i did want to join volley ball in MI too but there were only girl team plus if i wanted a boy team i have to search around and form one...but it was not easy to find...oh yes i wanna address this to some people who thinks that volley ball is a girly sport...BECAUSE IT IS NOT!!!!!! do go check out the male volley ball team...recently i watched a volley ball competition on the television and man i got to say it was intense and tiring man...plus i still dont see how it is girly???

guess i have side tracked a little....hehe ok back to the band concert...ya we have sight read the pieces and it is really nice...really a cool feel to music...dang music is really a powerful thing to change the society and even lifes...in many ways...Thank God for music...I LOVE MUSIC!!!!

ok recently i have also had a crush on MC(Mariah Carey)...i mean i didn't really know much about her when i was young...even then i was a Celine Dion fan...love your power house vocals...but recently MC have really caught my eyes...i mean she has a 7 OCTAVE RANGE...to put that straight that is like a entire piano range!!!!man i only have like 3 and a half(including falsetto)...she is TWICE OF MINE!!!!!!!! plus her style is really cool...i love her rendition of "Joy to the world" and it was intense and cool...her vocal runs were superb!!! i love her man...plus she writes her own song...and she is SOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!! i mean it man!!! she is like a queen!!! love her.... usually on youtube there are always argument on the divas such as Christina, MC, Whitney and many many more but i really think all these arguments are futile because they are all unique in their own way...the fact that they rise till the level of diva hood clearly means that they are of their own league....they have their strengths and areas to improve on...but still THEY ARE FANTASTIC AND I LOVE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to the core....

ok soo to update shortly about my previous super short post..ok i went to esplanade with my friend and the trip was fantastic!!! i finally got books on vocal lessons...so cool and i printed and few piano scores most of them were Christmas pieces...love them my favourite are "Oh holy night" and "Oh come all ye faithful" i love Christmas...a time of remembrance of my Saviour's birth!!!

ok my friends also planned to have a Halloween party...which is sooo cool...i to play dress up...the last time i dressed as witch haha but that was like secondary 2...haha

ok video for today Hillsong conference...COOL!!!

"Lord, i know you care for me"

i love Esplande library

Ok a short update before i go to sleep...hehe

OK GUESS WHAT????!!!!!!! Esther and i are going to perform for the Christmas concert!!! YAY!!! I mean it is sooo cool!!! i really used to be extremely nervous in the past when it comes to performing...especially singing...but this time after the Art festival and teachers day performance it has really boost my confidence...so i am like "LET'S DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!!" HEHE sooo today in band we have kinda decided on 2 songs "Oh holy night" and "O come all ye faithful"...i am really gonna get myself prepared for this more than the last!!! I really wanna thank God and MI for this chance to do something that i really love...singing...

Ok i also wanna thank the friends around me for being there for me...thanks you guys so much...i really love you all especially my close secondary school friends and my class mates and MI friends...really love you all....

"Last but not least i thank you Father for Your unfailing love"

Here in Your courts
Where I'm close to Your throne
I found where i...belong...

Ok so today was quite fun ya...

Summing up
Ok like recently i have learned one thing from the circumstances around me and that is that many times people come and go often...what i mean is friends...i mean different faces come and go...things are just changing and moving quite fast...i am just afraid that i cant catch up with this pace...i am just fearful that things will turn out to hurt...so many stuff recently and today even though i came back from church but found out some stuff that really spoiled my mood...i just really hope that there is a shortcut not to everything but at least to some stuff...something i find quite complicated like friendship...like i once spoke to my classmate...i really hope that i can sift out the people around me quickly...in a sense like who are the true friends or some of them may even be of a superficial friendship...but i have also come to understand that, that is not always possible because if that is possible, then life would be boring...and we would not be able to use our God given ability to distinguish...

i am saying this is because i am one who really desire true friends...to some that may not even exits in their dictionary...but i always believe in efforts...if you try, you never know what life holds...because it is quite sad to see friends that you once treasured come and go...caught up in their activities and all...

However i learned that again putting all our hopes in man...will result in disappointment...don't get me wrong, i am not saying that putting trust in friends is bad or something...but i am trying to say that all of us have our failures...be it we feel that our friends have failed us or in turn we may have failed our friends...but to Him be all glory and praise who never fails and forsake...

"Father, i pray that Your grace will abide in me...that when i fear, You will shelter me...i pray for my friends to find release in any obstacles they face...Lord all of them are precious to me...keep them close to Your tender loving heart...that they will find comfort and rest in You... Lord cleanse my lips that my sacrifices of praise will be pleasing to Your ears...Lord that when me hearts fails You will be with me...carry me Jesus, through the trials of this earth that i may know i am not alone...Spirit of God, i plea for Your fresh anointing to fill me as i face a new phase in my life... My Saviour, God, Lord, Sheperd and Father to You be all glory and honour from now till forever...Amen"

Pretty pretty me...haha

I AM DOING THIS FOR "mum"

Ok yesterday for the acting thingy, mum help me did my make up and it was really fun plus she kept on saying i was pretty...which made me felt one kind...but moving on i do have to say that putting on make up was really fun...hehe...THANKS MUM FOR YOUR PRETTY MAKE UP....HEHE

Ok today is quite a tiring day

hi there today i just finish acting for my friends project...well i am certainly say that it is really cool and a brand new experience!!! really thank my friend for this opportunity...i also realise that dancing and acting ain't really something as easy as it seems...but hey this is my first and IT IS FUN!!!!!!!!

ok sooo today was really a day where i felt release...i mean my mind was not pondering about all the unhappy stuff...to know that friends care and concern really warms my heart...
i am really happy at my current status...i also really hope that i can get promoted and do well for my exams...

Ok sooo i am quite tired and will be sleeping early tonight...sooo will post more maybe tomorrow or the day after...

Video for the day "May it be" by Celtic Women



"Lord i sing praises to Thee"

Thanks to you...

Hi there the chalet was really fun plus i have learned how to play majong!!!sooo fun but i dont want to be addicted to it...soo no worries...hehe...well and i just woke up from my sleep...because me and my few other friends didn't really sleep...only for like what 50 min in the morning 8 plus...but amazingly this is the time where i dont feel that tired despite not sleeping...Yup overall the whole thing was fun...plus really love barbequing alot...

ok i would like to take this chance to thank someone really special...thanks for your sharing today sooo much...really helped lighten my troubles...really wanna do this more often...thanks for your advises so much...thank dude...

ok video for today..."Saviour King" by Hillsong


"Lord my heart cries for You"

hi there almost a week

ok so there will be a chalet next Monday and Tuesday which is sooo totally COOL!!! I MEAN IS IT COOL OR WHAT???!!! chalet before start of school??? WOW!!! love it...ok so here a short update on what has been happening for this entire week...

This Week
Ok so things has not really been solved and i mean emotionally and in almost aspect of my life...which totally is frustrating...dang when will this stuff ever end??? however deep inside i know what i am missing and it is the connection that i once had with God...(ok by this point to some of your it may seem weird, that i am too religious, or i am just "caught up"with the "Jesus stuff") but let me tell you guys and i am serious, i may have every regret in my life but there is one that i will never regret and that is knowing Jesus in my life and having Him as my beloved Saviour...ok i by now you may be thinking or wondering what made me sooo intensely in love with God??? am i right??? Simply because He is REAL!!! you have to sooo totally have to experience His touch to know it...and what's best is that all you need is ASK and you will receive...

You may also at the same time for those who know that i am not doing well spiritually or even in my life pondering what happened that made me thirst for God even more...

Life Story
ok simply this remember that there was this point of time in my life that i was really broken and strucked down by all my circumstances, friends were leaving me, things were going soooo freaking bad...life simply SUCKS!!! Then i went for the festival of praise and God really touched me deep within and i still remember tears just flow profusely from my eyes...i question myself why am i crying like a baby??? like i am 16 that time...but i remember with my hands lifted with every sincerity, with my mouth sang in every breath i had and all i wanted was that God would make a way for me...i really didn't know what to do...i even had problems with my mum...i really had no one to turn to....and i am serious it is really frustrating....but then as i praise the Lord, this very tangible presence just encompassed me...AWESOME!!!! that made me feel like even if the world hates me, despise me, isolates me...or even all my friends dump me for some lame reasons...even if my mum forsakes me...i know that my future rest well in the hands of the Almighty God...and AMEN to that...for the Lord says "i will never leave you nor forsake you" so from that day on i made a simple prayer that every time when life gets too "high"or "cloud 9" and forgot all about God's love for me...i ask that He would help me by putting Him first in my life...

now you may be thinking why put Him first well...if you have not noticed(well at least i have) that my friends, parents, and in fact people around me failed me at least once or more(but that's not the whole point) so knowing that He who never fail is in control of my life just simply gives me security and in His hands i know that i am safe... even though at times i fail him but yet he forgives... well there are alot more that i wanna share with you guys but it is late already...so just ask and i wont hesitate to share more with your...I JUST HOPE THAT EVERYONE COULD EXPERIENCE WHAT I EXPERIENCE...GOD's LOVE...

ok video for this post "Here in my life" by Hillsong

Hi there it's another beautiful day!!

a short update about yesterday...



Yesterday

i basically met up with one of my friend and we went to city hall to meet up with another...the three of us went have lunch at Sake Sushi then another friends came and join us..after that we went window shopping...we wanted to play pool at bukit timah but i guess because we spent our money on stuff then decided not to head down...i felt really mean though because yesterday most of..in fact all of them had their slip of tongue and i(being the mean one) was laughing over it again and again...HAHA it was really cute...trust you should hear it yourself...HAHA...



that all for yesterday...



Today

well i am having some throat dryness thing going on for the past few days not sure why??? guess i didn't drink enough water...plus i have gained WEIGHT!!!!!AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! not sure is it a good thing or not...



Summing up

As you guys know that recently i have not been feeling good about stuff around soo i sincerely hope that your will like kinda understand...it is not really easy going through these stuff and trust me i don't enjoy been "emo" that is like the last thing i wanna be..life is just too short to accommodate any sadness...agree?so i decided to let myself be happy and cheerful as usual...

ok song for today..."Carwash" by Anthony Callea




"Made my glad" by Hillsong

"I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There's none I desire beside You

You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord
You are my shield, my strength
My portion, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower
My very present help in time of need"

i just watch MTV Cribs

I just watch MTV cribs on youtube(one of my favourite websites)...i watch Mariah Carey's crib and man it is HUGE!!!! i mean it seriously...it look soooo comfy...ya and i would also like to share this recent show i watched on tv and on youtube..it is titled"Kyle xy" it is really nice!!! only after watching it once on the tv i went to check it out on WIKIPEDIA(another of my favourite) i went there to check on it and actually the first season was actually out last year in the US(i guess) but i would like to thank one of the youtube users for posting the entire season of Kyle xy on youtube...you guys should seriously watch it...it is about a guys waking up with a body of a 16 but knew nothing about himself, the things around him, how to even talk and so on...but he was able to do extremely complicated math sums like a piece of cake, learn about the entire human history, naturally disaster within one afternoon...and sooo on...basically he is a genius...sooo highly recommended watching it... :)

ok today i didn't get to go out...was suppose to meet one of my secondary school friends but because he had his promos so his mum didn't let him out...which is perfectly fine with me...studies are important...but never mind tomorrow i will be swimming in the morning and try to get myself tan(that's provided if i can wake up early) then i will be going out with my friends then in the night play pool...hehe YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i have sooo totally decided that i will not let frustration spoil my day because many time it has got to do with how we deal with emotion...sooo i certainly feel alot better now...

ok the song for today...it is really hot by Anthony Callea

"Ignition"by Anthony Callea



ok soo enjoy...i will be going off now take care...

"Father most gracious and true,
none i've found so kind like You.
You thought of me day and night,
never letting me off Your sight.
Your arms so mighty and strong,
that teaches me the rights from wrong.
The gift of life You have given me,
that bridged the walk from earth to Thee.
Eternally am i grateful to You,
that i will lead a life that's holy and true."

ok i sooo totally wanna go out tomorrow...

ok like i have 12 days of break and i am planning to macimise it to its fullest...i wanna do everthing that i like as mention in the last post... ok sooo i wanna post some videos that i really like..so this is my first time posting a video on my blog starting with songs from my favourite singer ANTHONY CALLEA!!! i will also be posting other videos too...i will try to post at least one video from now on on every blog post...

"The Prayer" by Anthony Callea



ok sooo this is the song that has got him really famous...he sang this in Austrailian idol...i really love his voice..my favourite singer...really want him to come Singapore to perform i will so totally go and watch him perform...

ok where should i go tomorrow??? really wondering...feel like going to the balcony bar and take a look...or maybe something else?? really wanna hang out soooo badly...even though the sentosa trip was certainly fun but there are still emotions that are still tied up inside my heart...i hope thing will get better before school start...

So to you guys out there this is a song that i listen to often when i feel down or depressed....

"Through the rain" by Mariah Carey



"Lord hold me as i make it through the rain"

ok so i did went to sentosa...and YAY i did

ok today i went to sentosa...i was quite reluctant yesterday but i thank God i went... i mean even though we didn't start out that fun or interesting but at the later part it was really and i mean REALLY FUN!!! meet new friends from my school through my friends...the 10 of us, 8 were girls and 2 were boys(including me of course)...so the girls were in the pool playing with their games and me and YJ played volleyball it was really fun although at first it was quite tiring because we were not warmed up for the game sooo we ended spending alot of time picking and missing the ball...hehe but later we played like PROS!!! (haha just kidding) but we played alot better...so on we went with our volley games then some of the girls came up from the pool then we started playing card games...Then ICBT came for like 15min to say hi and played a few rounds of card game then returning to his friends...(did i also mention that at siloso beach, there is a very nice hang out place where there are seats that look so comfortable and nice to sleep in or just chill with some friends under the sun but i don't know how much is it? just hope that it is not so expensive.. because i am planning to go to that place...)

following that we left the beach for shower...then went to Vivo for dinner...all in all i am really happy that i went for the sentosa trip...it was really fun we played from 10am plus to 5pm plus under the wonderful hot sun...love it!!!!but i quite tired as a result...but it worth it!!!i will sooo totally do it all over again...

ok 12 more days to go i plan to go to St James power house to experience clubbing(no harm right?) really curious what happens inside of a club??? wonder when should i go with my friends??? plus i missed the Chris Daugherty(sorry for the spelling mistake) on the 20th September...because my promos was nearing so i cant go...i really like his voice and his songs...he's very good...

ok i am quite tired and i will be sleeping soon...i really wanna wake up and go to church tomorrow...miss HIS presence...all these negative emotions and confusion is getting me nowhere...i need Him to strengthen me...

"I love you with all my heart,
Trust You with all i am,
for You hold the heaven and earth,
in Your hands...
You died on the cross for me,
took all my sins and shame,
for Your name is Holy,
exalted above all else..." (verse 1 of "Glorious Redeemer")

Ok sentosa tomorrow

Alright guys tomorrow i will be going to sentosa...so i will totally be playing volley ball...but not sure why something within holds me back??? well i am not sure either...anyway i think i will just go and have fun...hopefully it is help me release me fears and worries...somehow even its after the promos but the thoughts are raging through my mind even more...

"Somewhere within so lost it seems,
hoping i can can gain a moutains glimpse,
of life so deep and the memories i keep,
wonders what life has in store,
all you have given i cant ask for more.
grateful am i for all you've done,
where my safety was all you want.
for me to live is Christ
that i may look at life through heavens eyes" (by me)

here is a song that i have been hooked upwith recently...titled "Waiting here"

"Everything will work out
Everything will work out
For Your gloryI know You'll use it all
Fall upon Your mercy
Call upon Your kindness
Will You come to me
And search my heart again

And I'm on my knees
waiting here for You
In Your holy place
And my heart is home
In Your courts oh Lord
How I long for You

Everything will work out
Everything will work out
When I see YouI'll know
I'll understand

And I'm my knees
Waiting here for You
In your holy place
And my heart is home
In your courts oh Lord
How I long for you

And I'm my knees
Waiting here for You
In Your holy
and my heart is home
In Your courts oh Lord
How I long for You"

Hi and guess what?!!!! EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!

ok like today is soooo totally the last paper of my promos and I pray that i will do well man...ok soooo what are my plans... 1)i wanna work more on my singing now that i have like 13 days before school starts... 2)i plan to write more songs, have not been writing for a long long time... 3)hmmmm lets see....ok i got to go out and just have fun with my friends... 4) go back to church... 5)constantly praying that i will pass my promos and not forgetting to prepare myself for the coming CAT exams...



ok i really really wanna apologise for not having not blogged for quite some time... so today it will be quite a long one ya...



hmmm let me start with my exams first... To start with i really don't think i studied hard at all...i mean like people already started like a month before and i...like the night before...take for instance, my MOB (Management Of Business) i only studied the night before and trust me i am really guilty over it...



ok then the next thing is really my math i really don't wanna upset or disappoint my math teacher and possible the nicest and committed teacher i have ever seen... I MEAN IT!!!! because he stays with us. "The Four Heavenly Kings" Technically 3 kings and 1 queen... this is the title for the 4 four of us doing really bad in math. but he really have lots of hope in us...so for this promos i totally didn't study for the math paper because it was on the same day and econs.. because of my lazy self i didn't study way before the promos so didn't have time to really focus on passing math..plus i was weighing the consequence because my school requires us to have 1 H2 pass which is my account and 1 H1 pass or H2 2 sub pass and they are my amazingly CHINESE and econs... but this is really one of the times where i find mother quite easy to do but i hope my results prove me right... God please help me through this obstacles...



ok moving on to the next thing...*getting tired though* but i will still continue to blog...love blogging...ok i also need to start exercising...serious need to tone up my body if not what my friends says will be true...in five years down the road i would look...you should know(not gonna mention that WORD)...



Recently even though this is the exams month, but there are sooooo MANY thoughts and stuff running through my mind...i cant really explain but it seems like there are things troubling me sooo deeply that i don't know what to think...Well i guess it is my emotional problems but whenever i wanna sort out the deep stuff i just get tired...then recently more events happened such as purely RANDOM thoughts...it scares me at times...sometimes these thoughts will just cause my eyes to tear...and my heartbeat just beats even faster...plus every time i see this person it cause my heart to shiver. We have been quite distant though we see each other "daily"...ok never mind...It is all in God's loving hands...

ok enough of the "emo" stuff..now some interesting stuff...this is going to be random but i have been thinking how does it feel to be a VAMPIRE??? yes i mean it...because of immortality and not to mention the vampires are really cool and hot as seen in movies...sooo i have been wondering to be a vampire how would life be??? like what do they do in their free time??? do they have a hobby? a career? a love life???

ok i really like dinosaurs too...my favourites are the triceratops, the one with 3 horns...LOVE THEM and i MEAN LOVE THEM!!!!!!! there are also alot of dinosaurs that i like but dont know their names...

ok i would also like to thank the person who made the blog before this for me...thanks soooo much Gary really appreciate it alot...it was really nice...but this i decide for a change...hehe...

ok the next thing...i really like this song "waiting here" by Reuben Morgan...a song that i heard in my friends Ipod last year or sooo but recently got in touch with it again and it sounds very nice...you should check it out...i will try to post it in my blog when i learn how to...

next...i really love my friends sooo much...and there are sooo much people i wanna hang out with...

yup i think that all for now...

"Lord teach me to love and to be loved..."As a deer pants for the waters, oh my soul longs for You..." Let that be the desire of my heart...In Jesus name i pray...Amen"

HHHHHHHEEEEEEYYYYY GGGGGGGUUUUYYYSSS!!!!!

OK I AM SOOOOO HAPPY THAT THE ART FESTIVAL WAS WONDERFUL!!!! I WANT TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!!! HEHE :p Man this is my first time seriously performing and it turned out GREAT!!!!! Thank God for that!!! Although this was not up to my personal expectation but hey(gives myself a clap) i will do even better next time... HEHE i am so happy that i am one step closer to one of my dream of performing before crowds singing these songs "The Prayer and Bridge over troubled water” Anthony Callea'a version(which mean not easy) but i thank God for this opportunity to sing in this art festival(Thank You Jesus!!!)....

There are also lots of talents in MI(Millenia Institute) and man i mean serious talents!!! Oh boy!!!These guys are extremely cool at what they do!!! Love you All!!!

ok so there is one more performance coming for teacher's day me and classmates will be singing "You Raise me up" the coming Friday...Lord be with us

Ok tomorrow i will be meeting my classmates to go to little India for our GP project...

Recently i watched a few video's of Anthony Callea, and man he is doing really well...i am really proud of him and inspired as well... from runner up of Australian idol, to being the highest fastest selling single artist in Australian history, to his coming out story and his second album... He really inspires me alot man!!! To you guys out there if you guys don't know about him, HE SINGS REALLY WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And a big shout out to Esther thanks for really inspiring me to practice daily and helping me with singing, i really hear and feel the difference...Thanks sooo much....Thank God For knowing you...

The desire of becoming a singer is seriously getting stronger especially after the Art Festival... that is my goal and i will work towards it(Lord help me through...)

Ok exams is in about a months time and i serious need to study hard and do WELL!!! not just pass...Plus i am starting to really love my school, people, teachers are sooo caring and dedicated!!! God bless you all!!!

"Lord give me Thy grace to work towards the goals that i have set before myself and that that fruits of my works will bring glory to Thy most holy name...Father exams are nearing and i just wanna commit my time into your hands that You will give me the discipline to study hard and not waste any of it... Lord You know the desires of my hearts and i know You will prosper me so i ask that You will help me to overcome the obstacles that stand before... I Love You Father...in Jesus most precious name...Amen"

Hey guys it's been quite long

Hello!!! Guys!!! it's been quite sometime since i posted some stuff...well a quick update before i go to sleep...

Art Festival
ok there is 3 more rehearsals before the real thing so i pray that God will give me grace and the discipline to practice daily...the coming Friday there will be one practice...
So guys please pray for me and my singing partner to have healthy vocal chords to sing and improved harmony with each other... thanks:)

Teachers day audition
ok i will also be going for the coming teacher's day performance audition...hope i get through...but i am still not so sure what song should i sing...either "You raise me up" and "keep holding on" by Avril...both these songs has it's difficulty...so if possible guys do give me a feedback on what you think...or maybe even let me know any other song...hehe oh the audition will be on the same date as the art fest rehearsal...so do really pray for me and my singing partner...Thanks alot!!! :)

"Lord i ask for Your grace that super abound in my life to overflow that i will be a blessing to the people around me...Father i ask for Your eternal grace to embrace me and my friends that whatever obstacles we face, Lord You will pull us through resulting a stronger man and women of faith...Father i also ask that You will bless my singing partner and my voice to really soar on that day of performance...give us healthy vocal chords and a blessed voice to sing... help us to also bring forth the meaning of the song "The Prayer" to each and everyone who hears it...that they will be blessed...all this i ask in Jesus most precious name...Amen"