1 Month left...

Well today is the start of the math banding, i must say things are going well... i want this to last throughout this one month... :D

Ok so what to blog???? hmmmm i am not sure actually just have this "rushy" feeling due to the H1 A levels coming soon... but i would think this as positive as it reminds me that there isn't time to waste... only one month left... not much time... :)

I wanna thank all the teachers that have in the hard work throughout this year too...

What else??????

oh F1... ok i didn't exactly see the F1 race except through my friends phones that has a 5 second clip besides that i only heard the sound of the race in NLB and man it is LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO SO SO LOUD!!! i was like up in 11 story and still could hear it!

Music
alright recently the song "Crush" by David Archuleta has been in my mind because it is soooooo nice!!!!!!!!!!

Yea i think that's all for tonight... got to sleep early to face tomorrow :D

"Lord Thy wisdom gives me strength,
give me the discipline that i lack and need... Amen"


i know this crush ain't going away...

Its Over... :(

Ok recently one of my favourite couple from soap opera "Holley oaks" have ended AHHHHHH!!!!!!! i want more of them! dang dang dang!!! Love the show so much...

Well yesterday my Econs gave back the teacher back this test paper that we have done in our CA and i did very badly! I don't know i just cant to seem to do well like in year one...

Moving on, on the better side, i went on a trip with my Favourite Chinese Teacher to this Japanese tomb to check it out and relate to our text books and get a experience of the place... that was really fun... on our way back many thing happen, like my freaking on gave up on me! the buttons suddenly froze and the phone is only good for picking up calls... THAT'S IT!!!! went to pongol then went to City Hall after the long travelling at least we got to study a little while and thank goodness it was productive :D

Promos
So now for promos i am feeling rather calm( a little worried though)... but in any case i will work on my math and mother tongue... must do well for my H1 no matter what!

Thoughts and emotions
Well i have been feeling rather free these days... really don't wanna be tied down by things or people, guess thing like this will only happen when you learnt to face it...

Ok tonight's blogging...

alright... here is a little short log before i go to sleep...

Well tomorrow is the start of school again... i am feeling happy and little reluctant at the same time... but in any case i think i still just have to go and hopefully things wont be saddening...

Well tomorrow i heard that there is actually some sort of post activities etc... i just wish that i dont want to get back my results that soon... haha...

moving on... tonight is actually the one day where i wanted to hang out with my mum, so as usual i bugged her to bring me out haha...

dont know why but recently i just feel quite weird and everything seems very weird... I just feel at times things may change and i may not be able to catch up or adapt with it... hmmm something must be done...

Lord my God to you i pray,
Sanctify my heart, soul and ways
for none like You have i seen,
never will i forsake you for sin...
my prayer to You shall stay true,
for theres none i want but You...


"There can be miracle,
when you believe...
though hope is frail,
it's hard to kill...
who knows what miracle,
you can achieve...
when you believe,
somehow you will...
you will when you believe..."

fun fun fun :D

Well yesterday was rather fun... hang out with friends and all :D even though during the journey there was a little sparks here and there but overall it is actually very fun...

Trip to town
I bought new shoes and a rather funny pencil box... hehe very happy but still could be happier if i bought the heel cup for my heels :D still very fun... but somehow my wallet was crying, i spent nearing 90 dollars... but it is still worth it... hehe

New guitar
Ok i know i am a feeling cranky or something, but i feel like buying a classical guitar technically to harden my skin to play the semi acoustic guitar... i have one but it hurts like... (you know)... so i think i will just get a cheap one... but overall i will se first... :D

Message brought
Well with regards to my last post which officially is my most PISSED Post but still i am really glad that people have got my message but really try not to contact me now or you will get a verbal assult so for now just back off :D

Cranky me
Ok i know that school is starting officially tomorrow but i know that the past few days of holiday's has its ups and downs... but still i must admit that i have cranky especially in the way i talk or maybe at times i may be little hostile in conversation with things i firmly believe in... i'm sorry and i know i could have brought it out i nicer manner.... plus i fel that even though i have went out but i still feel that i have somehow not utilised my holidays to the max... :( So in any case i must start preparing for my H1 A levels...

Feelings and emotions
I really dont know why have been rather emo this few days... just somehow want to be alone at times... I think i am more of a free spirit recently, meaning i may not stick to a certain group when hanging out as i wanna open myself to different people... i realise that if you dont open yourself up to the people around, you may miss out alot...

Games
good news, i am totally sick and tired of playing Diablo... YES!!!! so no worries of me sleeping late just to level up and all...hehe

Missing people
Well i must admit that there are people whom i am missing right now but due to school and stuff we tend not to be able to catch and have fun... not to mention that this always happens when people are attached... well i cant blame them, this is life... get real...

Musically
Well due to me being cranky resulted in me reallying being extremely defensive over musician i love like Mariah Carey... I mean i am fine with people expressing their opinions on about singers/artist but i cant stand when they criticise... so on youtube i actually rebutted those who compared MC to other artist like Maddonna negatively...so i had to REBUTT(i am ok with different artist and their music but dont ever insult MC... cause i will snap back real hard) you may find my comment in youtube under "zannyzanezane89"... HAHA i have never been like this, so i guess this is what being a fan of someone feels like... :D however take note it is not obsession... because really i love MC for her voice, and songs that she writes to encourage people and actually have saves lifes... recent youtubing, i have found fans who thanked MC for her songs that brought them strength and sailed them through tough times...thats the power of music...

Well this is quite alot for today... maybe more tonight depending on how i am feeling...

expressions...

well i have something to say well it is targeted towards my secondary school friends... firstly i must say that people tend to forget each other when some people come back to their lives and somehow in one way or another, you tend to be left out.. well provided if you were even close friends to them in the first place... haha well anyway i could not care less, but to state things, i am not jealous of anything but i just hope that you will come to realisation that, that's not the way to treat your friends... take recent teachers day for example you guys didn't even ask me along... HA! so much for tree family... secondly, recent birthday you guys didn't tell me about it... maybe there may people whom i am not so keen to see but still You particularly being my "friend" could actually let me know where were your going to celebrate... in anycase i don't know why i am talking about this but man what are blogs for??? EXPRESSION!!!

So in any case please don't you ever dare to treat me like spare tire(in replacement of someone)... because you can simply loose my number... and if you reading this(i hope you are) i hope you get what i mean... and i mean it...

Well maybe a tiger really never changes its strips...

Poison milk
i believe recent milk incidents have really gave us quite a shock... really disappointed with these people... for money they will do such stuff to even babies???!!!! Gosh where is their conscience???? seriously law and justice must be brought forth to punish this indescribable black hearted sellers! to whom money is probably their only goal resulting in all this cruel acts that caused so much trouble to people... i used to be very cautious with things i buy that made in... (you know where) but just when my friends told me that it is safe and things there are trustable, guess what they just made me loose confidence in their products... but what's worst is the babies that have died from it... GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lord bring forth your justice upon these people, hear the cries of the babies that have suffered and people whom have fell victim to this unclean food... let judgement be brought forth... but nonetheless let mercy flow with it too...

Thoughts and emotions
Actually recently i have been thinking about stuff i have actually wanted to blog about very personal stuff but because i feared that it may too hurting and stuff....so i will start blogging :D

Paper is over!!! YAY!!!

Well first i would like to say that my paper have officially ended on Thursday! cool... so as i promised myself i have been playing game for the past few days... till right now i am SICK!!! How great... well all the late night and less water intake is going to cost your health... grrr i hate feeling sic... what's more it is after my exams... i don't care!!! by hook or crook i am going to get myself recovered by tomorrow!!!

Happy Birthday
Anyway here is to one of my brother.. Will.I.am... Happy birthday to you!!! God bless you and may all your wishes come true... sorry i was not there for your party...

Sista
The day before my accounts paper i met one of my secondary school friend... she is like my sister... well the meeting was actually unexpected... but we saw each other at Macdonald's and really i felt that i have missed out alot... Conversation with her made me realise that people come and go... as long as we keep our hearts firm to what we have and instead of chasing things we don't, we will never be empty...

Thoughts and emotions
Well recently i had some conversation with friends... and to my surprise, i have learnt alot... to cut the story short, be yourself and accept yourself for who you are... love yourself... because in order for people to love you, you NEED to love yourself first... even though words of people may have hurt you, just Shake it off learn that people who cant accept you for who you are, then THEY don't deserve you... so please friends, don't tear yourself to fit what the world want you to be...

Recent days have been rather deep... thoughts and opinions have formed in my head... and many times i learn that it is not to everyone that you can openly share you opinions or problems... because ultimately even may end up getting slapped in your face... Though i am taught love my neighbor as myself but still i cant stand superficiality/ plastics...

all in all i am however really glad for the friends i have... i know i know people say that i am too friendly but it is result to me being really lonely and introvert in my lower secondary... now that i have friends i have learn to appreciate them even more... people are just very funny, they will never learn to appreciate things until they lose them... how funny is that... but it is true...

Mariah Carey
Well if you are free MC performed "I'm that Chick" on fashion rocks... and man to people who say she have lost her voice... well think again!

Lord shield me from the superficiality of this world,
let me be true to myself that i can be true to others...

Well 2 more papers to go!!!

Ok i am really happy that there is only 2 more paper to go before a short break and start of H1 revision... I am been "fasting" from playing games(if that is the right word)... haha but really i am very happy that i can play after exams... and time to hit the gym and lose some weight... haha

Well firstly i wanna wish my "sis" a big big happy birthday to you!!! really sorry that i cant celebrate with ya due to my promos but anyway may your wishes and dreams come true... God bless your every move...

oh one more thing i would like people to know about MC... Before anyone of us forgets, Mariah Carey actually writes or co-writes her own songs... so be a lamb and give her recognition... :D

"You hold my every moment,
You calm my raging seas,
You walk with me through fire,
and healed all my dieases...
I trust in You..."

Just stand up...

Just Stand Up
Well recently there is this show America where people come together to combat against cancer... it is really nice to see that the entire nation come together and combat cancer... truly it is a war... and it is really touching... seriously... and not to mention singer and musician came together and performed together... and well you can hear the song i have posted just stand up is sang by various singer and of course by my favourite Mariah Carey... really meaningful song...

Exams
Well this past few days is all about exams... well i hope that i will do well... :D

Song Writing
Oh yea just wanna share this... Well i remember around 2 years back i wrote this Christian song... and amazingly i have friends from other churches who ask me whether they can use that song in their cell groups... SO COOL!!! i am really happy that the song i wrote can actually touch the people around me... I am going to be more appreciative of the things and blessings God have given me...So after exams i decided to write more songs...

Math
Well i just have math exams today... i must really say that the paper is relatively easy IF YOU STUDIED... Well in my case don't really feel prepared for it though... but really even after promos i still have my math to buck up and not to mention... like my MT teacher said, this may be the last time taking Chinese exams depending on what course you take in the future... So technically this is the last race...

Fat Fat Fat!!!
Guess what???!!!!!!! I have grown Fat or to nicely put it, more prosperous... I have been eating and seating and sleeping... plus stress... haha how great i have gained a few kg... and friends reading please...don't Discriminate... :D Well i will start exercising after promos...

Elliot Yamin
Ok recently heard this singer Elliot Yamin.. and you guys should out his song titled "wait for you" man it is really nice!!! seriously

Nice chat session
Well today talked to friends today... thanks for the chat... Really help me express me inner thoughts... you guys are the type of friend i really appreciate the alot... Thanks once again...

Random thoughts
Just feel like saying this... I AM OVER YOU!!! HA!!!

"Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever"

Exams starts tomorrow...

Well exams starts tomorrow beside our GP which started last week...

"Lord i pray for your wisdom upon all my friends..."

Almost a week...

well to start of... 5 more days to my promos... how great :D

Well this past week has been quite fun... firstly we celebrated teachers day... i mean really it is a day where us students should really reflect on what our dear teachers have done for us... really we should all be grateful...

Another thing is s=this past week have made me realise that there could be actually fun in studying. I mean not to sound like i do Extremely well for my studies but really when you sit down and like the things taught in school and absorb it, there is actually much fun in LEARNING!!!

hmmmm what else... yea i after my H1 A's i would like to work again... miss the working experience.. because frankly working has made me realise that money does not come easily and of not to mention the maturity and Independence... love them all.... Definitely wanna go back to Ferragamo... love the staff there alot!!! really nice....

oh another, recently my friends have posted about their favourite top 5 male, female and groups... well in any case here's mine(not like you guys don't already know)...

Top 5 male
Anthony Callea(All time Favourite!!!), Lee Ryan(Current Favourite), Andrea Broceilli, Josh Groban, Brian Mcknight

Top 5 Female
Mariah Carey(All time Favourite!!!!!!), Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, Leona Lewis(Current favourite) and Christina Aguilera

Top 5 Groups
Lifehouse, Hillsong, Celtic Women, Planet Shakers, Boy2men

well will be going off now... Take care :)