No one else...

I know it has been a long while so i have decided to give you guys an update... hmmmm

I guess my last post probably on Mariah's "Obessed"... anyway her album will be out soon i think in september... ahhhh cant wait for it.... haha...

so what has been happening recently since june to august??? well heres an update...

Hillsong concert
Well during July i went for Hillsong concert held in expo hall 10... it was amazing and simply fantastic... the song are just so amazing... i wanna write like them... you guys should check out their song title "You hold me now" it is amazing... really God was, is and will continue to move in the lives of many... many people responded to alter call... Praise God

No one else
Well this is one of the youth project in my church... for a cd recording... i had my recording in June and recently on the 2 of AUG we had a concert to promote the album... i have learn so much throughout this period musically as well as spiritually... remember this famous phrase from one of my friends there "Blessed are the flexible for they will not be broken" haha love this phrase... oh yes i am really grateful for all my friend who came to the concert... hope you guys enjoyed the song, music and sharing... it is really inspiring that some of you guys have came for my concert back to back in June and august... i am really grateful... Thank you Jesus... this is my biggest concert so far hope it will just get bigger... I am also thankful how this concert gave my friends a view of how church is like... Jesus be glorified :D

Who Cares
Just yesterday i just perform another song at one of my friend church carnival... the song is titled "Who cares" i really love how the song came about... love the tune, words and story behind how it is in a context of a student... HOW COOL IS THAT!!!!... Truely Jesus i know You care...

So whats next for me??? well only God knows... but as for now it is A level time... :D

"Lord for i ask for wisdom and knowledge upon me and my friends... grant us the capacity to absorb what we need to know and also the grace that we heavily depend... help all of us to fulfill the purpose You have for us... May You be glorified in all we do... In Jesus name... Amen"

"Obsessed" by Mariah Carey is out :D

Enjoy :D

God bless :D

WOW MY FIRST EVER PUBLIC PERFORMANCE!!!!!

WOW i cant believe it!!! yesterday was my very first ever public performance... and it is SO SO FUN!!!!!!!! Thank You Jesus for making it all wonderful :D i want to do it all over again :D hehe... Well i wanna thank all my teachers and friends for coming down today... LOove ya lots!!!! hehe

Well throughout this past 1 month plus preparing for this gig, i have learnt so so much... really musically and spiritually... I am so thankful and grateful to everyone involve in this whole production... Thanks guys... every single one of you people are just super talented :D

Haha i am also grateful that i went down to take my exam before the gig... that i didnt skip it... because frankly the paper is really rather do-able...hehe

haha i am just so happy that really spoke my heart out yesterday during the message sharing before the song... well anyway, to my friends who came yesterday, i was not refering to you guys... you guys are just an awesome bunch... lets hangout again :D hehe.... YES and our randomness ended just on the Singapore flyer... hehe it is my first time on the flyer... and it is so fun...plus it is only $10... haha yes i know right!!!! so cool....ahhhhh believe i still not recovered from the fun yesterday!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha....

yes moving on.... anyway i overslept this morning.... i totally didnt hear my alarm....funny or WHAT?!... i really wanted to attend econs lesson partly because i love the subject and plus i really wanna ace my econs... i feel bad... but i will catch up tomorrow...

Yea anyway it is time to really to start studying full force... since now SYF and everything else have ended... so yea.... Lord help me through...

Anyway... MARIAH HAS AN NEW UP COMING SONG!!!!! AND IT IS JUST SUPER NICE!!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR THE WHOLE SONG TO BE OUT.... AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! IT IS SUPER DUPER NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!




So yea listen to it.... only 31 seconds :D

Finally....

I finally did it... passed my nafa :D first time in my 3 years in MI.... THANK YOU JESUS...
on top of that i broke my personal record... YAY... i wanna try below 10min :D
I am just so happy... hard work will pay off...

Also recent rehearsals, i have learnt alot... so much... i learn personally i have been at time too caught up with the technical parts of the song, until i forgot why did i even choose that song... somehow today in class that song came so real to me... kinda teared a little but one thing stays true... He loves me.....

Also now that SYF and opening is over... it is time to pick up in my studies... Lord help me....

"Thank You Lord for believing in me,
When no one else did...
Thank You for being with me,
When i stood alone...
Thanks You for lifting me,
When no one shared my pain...
To You.... i am always grateful....."


I know there is a rainbow,
for me to follow... to get beyond my sorrows...
Thunder, precedes the sunlight...
so i'll be alright... if i can find that rainbows end...

Shorty updatey

Ok 1 more week to SYF yes in fact 9 more days to be exact... YES tell me all about it.

"Lord let me not turn back to my old ways,
Give me discipline to maximise my time wisely...
Give me strength to face up with my failures,
For my hope rest in You...
You will turn mourning into dancing,
my sorrows into Joy....
In the days of my trouble,
You will keep and hide me in Your tabernacle...
I will sing and make music to the Lord... Amen"

God loves ugly...

Ok it has been super duper ultimate long!!!!!!!

It is so long till i dont know where to start... haha lol hmmmm ok first from the most recent ones...

1) Dance
Congrates to the dance team in my school for clinching gold for SYF... truely they are the golden girls!!! Fantastic....

2) Band
Past few days band have been rather intensive... but really from the bottom of my heart, i dont mind because i find myself really growing and improving in in my playing... haha i am really enjoying myself... HAHA

3) Singing
Well i am very thankful to God for the many opportunities coming up... anyway for those who are reading this you are invited to this gig on the 2nd of June... hehe hope your will come and enjoy... Let me know and i will tell your more about it :D

4) hmmm gonna go random...
Yea school for the next few months is going to go really tough and i must and will prep myself for every and any obstacles that will be coming... Lord be my strength...

5) Trancendance
Well guess what this is my third trancendance... haha and this time if possible i might be singing chinese song... yes i know right CHINESE song... hopefully i can do a good one... haha

6) i met up with my secondary school mates... the TREE family... haha we have not met up for more than half a year but really i am so grateful that even though we didn't end on a good note last year but we have reconciled and i am so touched by them so much... lets meet up and make music together mum and sis :D

Ok this is really random...
I love God, mum, friends, Mariah Carey, Brett Manning and so many others... period....

"Lord i commit my ways into Thy hands,
Guide me on for the next few months...
Help me to maximise my time for studies and music,
Stretch my Spirit to do exceedingly and beyond my expectation...
Lord i love you, and glorify Your name...
In Thy name i trust..."

If you can use anything Lord... You can use me....

So much happening...

Hey peeps, it been rather long...i guess haha

So what been happening for my 1 week break...

First up was band on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday which is today... throughout band i have learnt to be discipline and really.... listen more than i speak... I realise that there is still so much i don't know about music and of course so much to be learnt... :D

Secondly, I am very happy that i passed my church audition YAY!!!!! even though i had no confidence due to my stage fright which is really tying me down... i must and will learn to rise above it... Amen

Thirdly, I didn't went for Transcendence audition because of dry cough... Well it is quite saddening as i really wanna perform... its my last year in MI so i wanna contribute what i can give to the school for its support and thank the wonderful teachers i have... so i pray that i will recover and please have a second audition.. hehe

Fourthly, I learnt of the many blessing that i have... and often take it for granted...

Yup that's all for tonight... more to come... :D

"You are my Light and my Salvation,
Whom shall i fear?"

Okie 45min to Kickboxing....

some reflection...

Yesterday the pre-U 3 had a motivational seminar and DANG!!!! it is FUN like HACK!!! all of us enjoyed ourselves... even though i started the day with a pinch of negativity which i am sorry for... but who knows, the entire programme went to a HYPE!!! i got to know so much about myself and about my friends and really it is very motivating... but ultimate fun part was the last part where we were blind folded and go through a series of obstacles... we had trust and communication... dang it was fun!!! I love my CLASS... period the best class i have ever had... I love you people... haha

Then came band... really band is getting fun... as i see myself improving in playing piccolo i really enjoy playing it now... hehe just pray that i dont go flat... lol

then had dinner with a crazy friend of mine... haha who puts sugar on their fries and BURGER????!!!!!!!!!! even though with all the madness... it was still crazily fun...

okie that's all for now... gonna kick some butt...lol

Wow its been really long...

So there have been lots of happening in school... which i am going to update you guys... its been half a month... lol thats so long...

Common Test
Firstly i had my common test about 2 weeks backs... got back my results... was not really happy as i did not reach my targets but still i am thankful that at least i maintained my grades for 1 and an improvement in another. I will work harder for the prelim 1... my goals will and must be met... Amen

H1 A levels
Well got back my result... although i passed my math which i am eternally grateful for... but i wanted better grades... anyway still i thank God for everything :D

Band
Band is going to get rather demanding in days to come... in fact it started... fridays practice is till 9pm... so i really got to rest up and get myself prepared...

Some personal update
Well i signed up for trancendance but frankly i dont know what songs i wanna sing...lol i have the back tracks already but still i can make up my mind... however for church audition, i have prepared a song but i cant make it due to kick boxing on saturday so hopefully i can get rescheduled....

Well past week i have not been feeling positive, things have been rather dull for me... i may not show it... but yes i am not feeling good... even my health was rather affected too...

But anyway i am feeling so much better now... haha

yes so thats for now... i am gonna hybernate... didnt hybernate enough...lol

"Lord go before me and set my path straight,
Walking in Your ways... always"

Week updates...

Hello people so here is a update on what had happen the past week... I will first list the "troubling things" then to the happy things...

Troubling things
1) Firstly thins have not been smooth for me throughout this week... in terms of results for homework well i didn't do very well... i really don't know why... I have never got such bad results for my GP essay and despite me putting in effort, i still didn't do well... It is extremely frustrating... but i know this is something i must work on and improve... I will improve... but really i don't know what is the purpose of reading my mark to the class??????

2) Secondly after chatting with my friend, i was reminded how one of my friends like impose his personal standards and compare it with me... seriously the world in itself is pretty tough already, i don't need this friend to tell me how i should carry myself and judge me according to his standards...

because(this is to that specific person),

"i don't really know you on a personal level... so seriously, you should get over your insecurities about yourself... because you don't get anything by bringing others down... get over yourself... grow up...period"

I am really sorry i really have to vent my frustration... but really before we make any comment, make sure it is constructive... i really cant stand how that friend thinks he is such a man when compared to some of my friends... he may not verbalise it, but really, the way he judges them... says it all...

But really it is my fault, about the way i grew cold towards him... as i know that the way i handled the issue was not really not gonna make it any better... That i am really sorry for...

anyway away with all these sad stuff... lets move on and get happy :D

Happy stuff
1) firstly band orientation was fun... although i must admit how i first dreaded there... but someone when the thing started everyone was just into it... it is really fun... Thanks CY :D The year ones were really nice...

2) secondly, i must say i felt that i have accomplished something... i felt that i have accomplished something in PE... due to my past leg injuries, i was on a very long term MC so i didn't get to run...but now that i can, i am running again... i really love running alot...

Saturday
3) Thirdly, i went for Kickboxing this week... yay and it is fun... gonna take up level 2 after this course ends... i didn't went last week due to my lateness and all... but really i enjoyed myself alot...

4)After that i went for my favourite lesson... in fact the one i look forward to every week... That's voice lesson with my coach... He lessons are summed as fun, encouraging, insightful, helpful and i really learn alot!!! what's best are the improvements :D... despite the stressful week, he is able to just motivate me and encourage me... I am so thankful to God for a teacher like him... Thank you Jesus...

5) After Voice lesson i met my godma, she is soooo nice to me... she brought me to eat, karaoke and gave me my belated angbao... she is sooo sweet...

Sunday
6)Church today was fun... i learnt alot and of course had fellowship... we shared our jokes, lunch together... Thankful to have a family in Christ like them... also i borrowed two books from Church library... really forward to it give an answer to some of life tough question... hehe

So as mentioned despite all the storm and waves that sometime thing just get a too tough, He will never fail make the pain go away...


So here's an update on upcoming things...

1)common test the week after next on the 23/2
2)Cat exams on the 11/4
3) SYF...

Yup that's all for now... God bless :D

"I need Thee,
Oh i need Thee...
Every hour, i need Thee...
Bless me now, my Saviour...
I come to Thee..."

Very very happy...

here is a short update on yesterday and today

Voice Lesson
I am so happy, lessons were FANTASTIC!!! I am so grateful to God... I learned so much and i was really encouraged to keep improving... Really Brett's associate are just so good!!! ... I will only go to Brett and his associates for voice lessons... I am so so so happy... Thank you Jesus...

Class BBQ
Following that i went for the class bbq it was fun as i got to chat with friends and have a good laugh... HAHA Really miss some of my classmates...

Steamboat at friends house
Well after Church, we over to one of our friends house and we had steamboat... YAY!!! Yum yum... really nice to have lunch with a big group of bro and sis in Christ...

Upcoming stuff
So here a short update
1)CAT exams this coming Saturday
2) Class test on Monday and Tuesday
3)Common test coming up really soon...

"You are the Potter,
I am the clay..."

It's been awhile...

So since the last blog update, things has not been rather smooth...

To start with on the Thursday after CNY, i was kinda lectured by my GP teacher... frankly, i am rather scared of him... I know it is my fault that my essay was really badly done... It is quite expected with only little and last minute effort, i cant ask for much... so for my second essay i really put in alot of effort... hopefully i will do well...

So moving on from that i had a few test of which i did badly... it is rather depressing... but really i have no one else to blame, but myself for the little effort placed in it...

Lord teach me to have self-discipline and not repeat the same mistake i have done...

So learning and moving on from my failures, here are the things i look forward...

Cat exams
So my CAT exam is next Saturday, this time i will make sure i will be prepared... This is my desire...

2 weeks later, Common test
I have to take it seriously to gage myself in terms of how much i know and need to improve from there... Lord grant me Thy wisdom...

Voice lesson
I really look forward to have voice lesson with one of Brett's associate this Saturday :D Really this is extremely exciting for me... plus i want to become a associate too :D Thank you Jesus for the opportunity...

Giving thanks
This year started with many things i want to give thanks...
Frankly after "floating" around pretty much alone... i finally have settled in my current church where there is so much loving and caring people... again God really open doors and His cup of blessing will overflow...

also i have get to know more friends that i know that influence me positively... really grateful...

Yea so that's all for now...

"I'll walk with You,
Wherever You go...
Through tear and joy,
I'll trust in You... Jesus"

Happy Chinese New Year

Ok today is Chinese New Year (CNY)... and i really enjoyed my time in Church and after that at a friends place... so fun...

Ok here a short update for last week...

Ok practically last week was rather busy with School CNY performance on Friday, followed by Helping in my friends church on Saturday and today's Church item...pretty much like a relay... though it can get a little tiring but for Him it is all worth it... plus i really really enjoyed myself with all the singing rehearsals... :D

Yesterday, i hang out with 2 of my besties too... we talked, laughed and enjoyed ourselves so so much... really i enjoyed myself... We should do this again...

Yea so anyway when school starts, things should get moving as it is before CNY... I really enjoyed myself throughout the break so now it is time to pick up the pace again and stride forward... God with You, all thing are possible...

"Lord for this New Year,
Help my grow and learn...
Teach me the things i cannot understand,
Help me to love those who put me down...
Guard me from the worldly influences,
and lastly help my love You more... In Jesus Name... Amen"

Its been long...

Ok its been rather long since i last blogged...

ok first

Start of school
Well the start of school to me mean a fresh start where all of us should put in our 110% in our studies... this is our final year and really the last lap... we will and must make it...

Banding of subjects
So there is now banding in terms of our subjects and as a result i dont get to be taught by my pre u 2 teachers BUT... I know that God will knows what is best for me... Indeed He knows... i am enjoying my classes so much now! really i do... i feel so.... Fresh...

So that all for now...

"God help me find balance and i thank You for all the plans You have in store for me"

"Trees" by Keiko Matsui

Well i have been learning piano pieces First there was "Bella's lullaby" from "Twilight" and now learning "Trees" by Keiko Matsui... MAN it is very nice...

"Trees" by Keiko Matsui


Well i i have been Youtubing about "Twilight" and i am still all over it... HAHA but seriously this movie is FANTASTIC!!! i really love it... one of the BEST movie i have watched... Fantastic... i mean the acting is soooo real... like i could really fall in love...

I also wanna learn how to sing the song "Decode" by Paramore for "Twilight"
Really really nice!!!

So tomorrow is when Diploma starts... Excited!!! Not sure how will the lesson be like since it is computer based...

Today i was able to calm my mind while playing the soothing piece "trees" on the piano... i am still pretty much in the holiday mood... and i need to settle my mind down today... and i did :D

So that all for now... will probably blog tomorrow with regards to how the lesson went...

Thank You Jesus for the gift of music...

after Sunday...

Ok it is like 20min to 1.... GUESS WHAT???!!!! I CLEARED MY TABLE!!!!!!!! Yea tell me ALL about it!!! seriously like in super, duper, uuber long!!!since i cleared my table.. like seriously... but now that it is cleared i feel so much happier... ok 1 more days to start of diploma... :D

That's all for today :D God bless...

2 of Jan...

3 more days to start of my Diploma and 10 more for school... Feeling kinda excited :D yet slightly nervous at the same time as to what will things be like when school starts... but i am awaiting...

By the way here's a video i got to share... by Hillsong "Nothing but the Blood"
Sang by: Brooke Fraser

And MAN!!! her voice sound so soothing... Plus the song is absolutely meaningful and true... Got to hear this song... Enjoy :D




"Oh precious is that flow,
that makes me white as snow...
No other fount i know,
nothing but the blood of Jesus..."

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

Ok firstly happy new year to EVERYONE!!! at the same time good bye 2008... Lets learn from 2008 and reach for a better 2009 :D

Reflections
throughout 2008 life have been rather hectic personally for me especially in the beginning and the end of 08... First 3 month took part in MANY activities... internal and external of school... following that end of year with my H1's A levels exams...

Throughout this years journey... life also has it's ups and downs... but i learnt to brave through it and holding tight to what you believe... and of course discipline to improve and succeed... Of course not to mention, the world has face its fair share of problem... like natural disasters etc...

2008 to me is rather an interesting year... as i have gain understanding and knowledge of how to work with people around us... especially with project work i know that we have learnt more about each other as classmates or even friends...

Misses and loves also goes out to all my friends whom we have not seen or talk to each other for a long time... miss your...

Lastly i want to thank God for pulling me through 2008... i know that without him i probably will not be able to make...

"Thank you Jesus for guiding and blessing me with blessing i can never comprehend... for comforting me when things hurts, for Your everlasting comforting presence, for Your promises when i face discouragement... to You Lord i am eternally grateful... Amen"

2009
Ok moving on to 2009... i spend my count down not at marina bay or any of my friends house... but AT CHURCH!!!

this is my first countdown in church, it was not really plan but since my friends invited me to celebrate it there so i went...

At church they shared about the growth of the church and man...it has grew alot without really me noticing it... Thank God...

Resolution
For 2009 there are lot of things i wanna accomplish... not to mention it is also the year very much the cross road whether i get into University or not...

Here are a few accomplishment that i want
1)Be the best that i can be( God continue to stretch me)
2)Have more discipline in everything i do
3)DO WELL FOR A LEVEL!!!
4) Sing better/ improve Vocally :D
5) Be a better person...

Motto for this year..."Dreams come true"

"Lord i commit 2009 into Thy hands"