ok now finally i can get stuff from my heart...

Well today i have had the whole day staying at home...didn't went out...maybe i should have...to avoid all those thoughts that are so distressing...

I don't know why but i feel like being tied down by something...my heart just wanna break free...mean while i am pretty confused with some stuff...don't know how tell to express...i really cant stand it when it is so hard to even express that's so natural...emotions...

Today i had thoughts of turning back to what i was doing in the past...how would life felt...i am quite tired being sooo vulnerable...sometimes i feel like i am easily brought down by people's influence or even words... i find it hard to balance...which is something that i really now...balancing emotions is important...

But to think of it, being a Christian, i know that God has always been with me...the friends He have placed in my life are just really nice...even if there are some nasty ones, i know for sure they will make me stronger...because like Mariah Carey once said "Whatever does not kill you, makes you stronger..." So i know that God's plan are to prosper me...

"Lord sometimes i know i have drifts away from You...
but still Your gaze have always been on me, day and night...
Lord sometimes i feel so small in this big big world,
that there are constants challenges i fear i cant handle,
and then i remember Your word of love and faith
Your promises that never fades..."

God will make a way when there seems to be no way...

after band concert...

Ok months of practice and awaiting...finally on the 15th of dec it came the final showdown...
Though it may not be like a Esplanade performance but one thing i can say is that, we have put in loads of effort and this is our first performance without collaboration... For that it was really a great performance!!! A big shout out to all my Band buddies!!! "Keep up the good work!!! The next will definitely be better!!!"

Well i don't really know what else to blog...will blog more maybe later..

Performance is tomorrow...

Well tomorrow is the performance...i am still a little nervous but none the less i will give my best... I really hope that everything will turn out FANTASTIC!!! I know that it will...Amen!!!

Lord help me and be with me always...

After reharsals...

Well today rehearsal was great and fun...i also had a chance to rehearse my singing with the band and man i got to calm the nerves...God help me... But i know that it will get alot better by Saturday...

So now i am quite tired and tomorrow i have to go back to school for my talent management talk...Wow so excited and all... I really love MI!!!

Ok so as you guys know maybe some don't...i used to have tendon inflammation in my right heel...just when i thought it was getting better...now the pain coming back...really hope that one performance day i will get better...

Lord make me Holy Thine...

Here's some update...

Ok so my CAT exams ended already...and now i can totally do stuff that i want... YAY!!!

Oh not forgetting to mention my band concert is on this Saturday...so those interested do let me know...
Band Concert
Date:15 Dec
Venue:MI (Centre stage)
Time:5.30pm
Price: $5
This is our first own band concert...so do come and give your support...i will be singing too :)

So in this concert great songs will be played...you will love it...

Choir Practice
Like i have totally missed church choir prac for like almost a month...really miss the practice... i will totally go back after band concert...

Church
And not to mention church....i missed last 2 weeks of service because of waking up late which is totally not acceptable(personally)...so this Sunday by hook or crook i am going...Forgive me

Yoga class
HAHA believe it or not i am going to take up yoga classes with my mum...which is cool...i mean you get to bond with someone and exercise at the same time...i know that this is a good way for us to hang out...

Talent Management Programme
I got selected YAYAYAYAYAY!!!! soooo happy...Thanks you Jesus...

So i guess you guys have wondered whether humans can break glass with their voice...well the fact is yes and it is sooo cool... here's a video


Well i am quite tired now....will update more tomorrow... God bless...

Exam is tomorrow...

Ok a short update...tomorrow is my diploma's exam...Lord give me wisdom...
So much stuff has been happening...but i pray with all my heart that things will turn out smoothly...

But i know that after tomorrow...i will start to do stuff that i have not done in a long time like writing songs and maybe jamming??? but i want to have fun...Not to also mention to practice for my band performance...YAY!!!

So i will get going...God bless all of us for tomorrow's exam...

Chat with my best mate...

alright here's a short update on my night out with my "sis" on Saturday night...well we chated and laughed and sang together...well really those times are precious...she is someone whom i can pour out my heart to...knowing that there is peace and comfort whenever i share with her ... and i cant wait for the next meeting...

Ok finally i got to hang out with my mum after like don't know how many donkey years...well even though we didn't went anywhere far but really i miss clinging on to her like when i was really small(pestering her to buy stuff for me)... And she bought stuff for me YAY!!! :) Really love you mum...

Grace my fears released...

Alright as usual stuff happened...

Ok something really random happened like yesterday...just a short update before that...

There are times when things change and people around you as well and the only way to handle it well is to really move on...it doesn't matter how long you may know that person but people change so I got to move on and be who i am...

So yesterday one of my 2 friends whom (we kinda stop hanging out) texted me...i was not really surprised though but he ask me a question that made me really surprise...he asked, dont i miss those times i had with the both of them...well at first i really didn't know how to answer but somehow i had to be true to myself and to him...so i told him that i have moved on and things that are done at times will remain as it is...even though i really miss them but i know that i will treasure the moments i have with them... and he just replied "I see"... i didn't reply to that...

but anyway i am thankful for the friends i have now...i still remember i was a extremely introvert guy in primary school with only like 2 "true friend" of which both "betrayed"(extremely childish reason...HAHA)me...

It's sad to think of my secondary besties kinda split up because of relationship problems within the group itself... so only a few of them whom i am still in contact..but at times i feel that they are always caught up with their stuff(shall not name it)..but i know within myself that there is still one who is like my real sister...i thank God for her...

ok enough of my secondary school friends...i like to give a shout out to my MI friends...man!!! in case i have not mentioned it before...i really feel happy around you guys even though i know different people have different personalities(makes you guys all the more unique :) still all of you guys including band members are really precious to me...Thanks for being my friends...


ok this is my first time posting pictures...ok for your in this is Anthony Callea, my favourite singer and my role model for singing...


Another two of my favourite Celine Dion and Mariah Carey





Ok that's all for today... God bless

Lord make it easy for me to handle...thanks...