Nope i have not forsake my blog...hehe

Well last post was like 3rd of March or something... Well i didn't post because there was so much stuff happening...

Well this is what's happening the whole of March
1) Firstly starting with band camp
2)Live 2008(of which i didn't went because i fell sick)
3)Project work
4)SYC second audition this coming Wednesday
5)Trancendance
6)K pop
7)Easter drama( of which i look forward to most!!!) DO come and watch... people have put in loads of effort and man it will pay off :)
8)Studies
9)Diploma's (During the march holidays)

I know i know that that's lots of stuff...i know that i have to also learn to cope with it... and i actually i am starting to cope...

Ok there's lots of birthdays this month and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all of you guys!!!! Love you all...

Band
Well thank God we have lots of pre U 1... and band enthusiast they are! New member means renewed hope for US!!! YAY!!!

SYC
Ok the coming Wednesday i am going to have my second audition, of which as usual i am freaking out as the days draws nearer... God i so totally need Your help... I have some plans with regards to SYC... I pray that Lord will show my His way...

(ok was planning to type about more happenings but i will skip them)

Good Friday and resurrection Sunday
I was really touched when one of my friend actually smsed me in that morning that the truth have sunk in, Jesus died 2 thousand years ago For me and You... Went to church with my friends...

Well now for my words from my heart...
I don't know why that within these 3 days something has happened to me, in a good way...
Words cant really explain how this feels... but it feels good some how... I just feel so comforted... Weeks before this, things weren't going right for me, studies were bad and i just feel so lost that i don't know what to do... I wanna cry but for once it is so hard to... All i could do is to maybe drown myself in all the activities around... and to some i may seems perfectly fine taking things within my stride but it is not as it seems...

Emptiness was what i was feeling, trying to put on smiles to everyone... That's maybe why i needed loads of solitude from everything around me... i knew that something was missing but i didn't know how to get rid of that feeling... My hearts was filled with fear and loneliness, something i remember feeling only till i was Sec 3... I know that i have great friends but somehow that was not enough... I just wanna fly away...

But all this came to an end within the last week or so... i realise that at times i have been so heavily clouded by so many things that i forgot who was the One who has given me all this things/gifts/ friends and every everything in my life... It is not the Easter service or the church moments but it is the very facts i have to return to my maker and stand in awe!

This goes out to this very special group of people... People from G.A.P i wanna say thanks to you guys with all my heart... you have no idea how you have impacted me... you are the guys i wanna remember always...

With this being said and done, it is not that everything will become a ray of sunshine but i know that i can face it with the grace given to me...

"You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fold
You still my heart when you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by You
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by You
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this"