ok its been quite awhile...

Well it is about 12.17am... now i am just feeling bored and though there is so much things to be done, i just cant seem to focus and i wonder why???

but moving on...i kinda look forward to tomorrow's G.A.P meeting where people with love for Christ meet up after school...which is like....so totally cool!!!! Like I know right...

So today i just went to sign up for the Live 2008! it is a competition something like talent time thingy but the good thing is that it's for CHARITY!!!!! great and great prizes to be won... so i really wanna take this opportunity for me to just open myself up for exposure and boost my confidence of being on stage alone...so there is a audition next Saturday and i really hope that i get through...really happy...

next school band, well I am really glad that there is so many people who came to join band...thank God for a the enthusiastic pre u 1!!! HALLELUJAH!!!! so now we can focus more on keeping them and improving them...

Ok next SYC just had their performance on SAT and it is a Blast!!! Thank GOD!!!

"Lord, i know Your grace is sufficient in all my circumstances...Amen"

Ok 10000 years later!!! I know right...

ok it's been so long since i last updated...guess there has been so much happening recently... well here a short update...

SYC is having a concert on the 1st march but the tickets are all sold out... and man i really love the reportiore...

Erm recently stuff has been quite bad...my results are really dropping from ok to bad and from bad worst... but no worries i will strike back full force... i mean it...

so what else...erm...oh i am grateful to God that there are people who love him so much in my school too...and i love hanging out with them... women and man for God... interested people let me know... it is every tuesday...

anyways moving on...i am addicted to Mariah Carey's new single... "touch my body" Love it!!! like seriously LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! what can i say it is Mariah!!!!



I really love this so so much... cant stop grooving with the music...

updating...

Ok firstly a big HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May all your wishes and dreams come true....

so after CNY it is gonna be my common test!!! LIKE I KNOW RIGHT....Tell me about it...so i think i wont be reall celebrating CNY...wanna do well for my common test especially with all the things i have taken up and i definitly dont want it to be blamed for my results...so i will be mugging for the next few days...Lord bless my friends and i...

Oh today i am really quite touched by some events...and all i can say is i am extremely thankful to God for all my friends(not sure how many times have i said it but i really mean it...) sooo something brought up my memories about my life in secondary school i kinda miss a few people here and there but still i know that i have to move on despite the joy and the pains i have went through...

but anyway moving on... about recently...hmmm how should i express myself??? well studies wise i have been quite distracted and lost focus with stuff... there is still something in me that struggles to come clean... but never lets take time and see how it goes...

So practice in SYC has been really fun!!! i love the sectionals and all...really interesting and something that keeps me going back for more... hehe Choir is just s fun!!!

erm whatelse??? Oh yes i wanna share with you guys my top 10 favourite singer(in order)(it may change depends on my mood)...
1) Mariah Carey/Anthony Callea/Celine Dion(i know right but i cant make up my mind...)
2)Leona Lewis
3)Josh Groban
4)Christina Aguilera
5)Darlene Zesch
6)Carrie Underwood
7)Ricki Lee Coulter
8)Andrea Broceili
9)Lee Ryan
10)Jordin Sparks

Ok so what else??? but anyway listening to a wide range of music can really suprise you in many ways...

ya hmmm it's been long i blogged...

"Lord i will rise on eagles wings"

WOW ITS BEEN LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow it has been really long since i have blogged...well anyway i will sum it up quick before i head to bed :)

Lots of stuff and happenings recently, especially with everything and start of school, new and more exposure to everything around me...


Singing/Music
Well for some of your who don't know, I got into SYC!!!(Singapore Youth Choir!!!!) Grateful am i to God for this opportunity...well i definitely have lots to learn, since i have practically no choir background... so ya tomorrow is my 3rd practice... so hopefully that my throat infection will completely cure and will not fall sick tomorrow...because i am feeling not really well now... Lord by Your strips, i am healed...

Band
well Chinese new year is coming soon, and we are starting to practicing for it...and i must say i have never come across a piece as tough as one the pieces i am playing for CNY... So i must really start practicing... Ensemble pieces are really grate too...

School

As for school wise i am quite happy that i am picking up fast towards studying...i still remember the first 2 weeks was really horrible...lot of stuff happened really got quite stressed... But thanks God, now i am back on track!!!

Diploma also started too and i hope that this time i will be more focused to pass this module...

so that all for now...

"Lord help me live out Thy will...Amen"

And our love goes round and round

way up high, a joy ride...

Thank God that my fever left :)

Ok like on Friday night i caught a fever 39.2 degree Celsius felt really terrible and today i am feeling a whole lot better... Thank God for it :)

Well i went Church today and the service was GREAT!!! and a book written by my senior pastor David Lim(cost $15/+) was given out to everyone who came for that service FREE!!! So cool!!! We had communion too!!! what an amazing way to start the new year...

Ok tomorrow i will be going for jab for my legs...as some of you guys know, my leg have suffered from tendon inflammation... i got it from my job and seriously it has stopped me from doing some of my favourite sport like running and not to mention even walking becomes a chore...well after a year it will end tomorrow after the jab...i really wanna do well in my napha(well not sure how to spell it)...plus exercise...not that i am a lazy bum(although i can get a little at times :) but my leg really hurts at time that even walking becomes a problem...but anyway i really pray that my leg will completely heal completely at least before the napha and the jab will not result in any side effect... God bless me

Ok another thing i wanna mention is that my msn account is gone...not because of anything but because i forgot my password...HAHA so now my new msn account is zannyzanezane@hotmail.com yup that my msn email... so just add me up :)

As most of you guys know that my passion for singing just shot up like a hundred thousand times and only if i had a more time i would take up all of these...i have sign up for audition in all the choir i know...i really wanna get into a choir any choir but especially the Singapore Youth Choir...i really wanna get into this choir but i know that it is a really established choir...so i don't think they might accept me since i have no choir background but i still hope they do let me go for a audition at least...because they have asked for my background info and i emailed them but have not responded whether i can go for their audition...so now i have 2 other choir that replied to ask me to drop by for an audition...so i really don't know what to do...plus i have my church choir...i really wanna continue badly... so i am really confused now... Lord show me Your way...

Ok will update more next time :) God bless...

Wow it's been quite a long time since i have last blogged!!!

(HAHA just woke up from a nap) Well i would like to wish you guys Merry Christmas(even though it is over) and Happy new year...

Christmas
Well during Christmas eve i went over to my friends house to stay overnight...well it was fun, we played MJ and Xbox and all...enjoyable...

But some how last Christmas i still felt something missing. Not really what is it... it didn't seem as fun as last last year(i mean 2006)

New Year
As for new year i stayed at home because i have been going out everyday and became quite exhausted. So i celebrated new year at home :)

New year resolution
Well i guess for me year 2008 will be an extremely busy year also a year that either i will make it or break...well obliviously i will MAKE IT!!! With You all things are possible...

My new year prayer
"Lord keep my visions in sight,
let me not get distracted...
keep me on solid ground,
that i will not stumble...
Give me faith to believe in myself,
and hope in You that never fails...
Help me love my neighbour as myself,
as i also guard my heart from negative influences...
Even as i walk through the storms,
help me remember the first love i have in You...
So Lord after all is said and done,
I know my dreams will come true...Amen"

ok now finally i can get stuff from my heart...

Well today i have had the whole day staying at home...didn't went out...maybe i should have...to avoid all those thoughts that are so distressing...

I don't know why but i feel like being tied down by something...my heart just wanna break free...mean while i am pretty confused with some stuff...don't know how tell to express...i really cant stand it when it is so hard to even express that's so natural...emotions...

Today i had thoughts of turning back to what i was doing in the past...how would life felt...i am quite tired being sooo vulnerable...sometimes i feel like i am easily brought down by people's influence or even words... i find it hard to balance...which is something that i really now...balancing emotions is important...

But to think of it, being a Christian, i know that God has always been with me...the friends He have placed in my life are just really nice...even if there are some nasty ones, i know for sure they will make me stronger...because like Mariah Carey once said "Whatever does not kill you, makes you stronger..." So i know that God's plan are to prosper me...

"Lord sometimes i know i have drifts away from You...
but still Your gaze have always been on me, day and night...
Lord sometimes i feel so small in this big big world,
that there are constants challenges i fear i cant handle,
and then i remember Your word of love and faith
Your promises that never fades..."

God will make a way when there seems to be no way...