WOW MY FIRST EVER PUBLIC PERFORMANCE!!!!!

WOW i cant believe it!!! yesterday was my very first ever public performance... and it is SO SO FUN!!!!!!!! Thank You Jesus for making it all wonderful :D i want to do it all over again :D hehe... Well i wanna thank all my teachers and friends for coming down today... LOove ya lots!!!! hehe

Well throughout this past 1 month plus preparing for this gig, i have learnt so so much... really musically and spiritually... I am so thankful and grateful to everyone involve in this whole production... Thanks guys... every single one of you people are just super talented :D

Haha i am also grateful that i went down to take my exam before the gig... that i didnt skip it... because frankly the paper is really rather do-able...hehe

haha i am just so happy that really spoke my heart out yesterday during the message sharing before the song... well anyway, to my friends who came yesterday, i was not refering to you guys... you guys are just an awesome bunch... lets hangout again :D hehe.... YES and our randomness ended just on the Singapore flyer... hehe it is my first time on the flyer... and it is so fun...plus it is only $10... haha yes i know right!!!! so cool....ahhhhh believe i still not recovered from the fun yesterday!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha....

yes moving on.... anyway i overslept this morning.... i totally didnt hear my alarm....funny or WHAT?!... i really wanted to attend econs lesson partly because i love the subject and plus i really wanna ace my econs... i feel bad... but i will catch up tomorrow...

Yea anyway it is time to really to start studying full force... since now SYF and everything else have ended... so yea.... Lord help me through...

Anyway... MARIAH HAS AN NEW UP COMING SONG!!!!! AND IT IS JUST SUPER NICE!!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR THE WHOLE SONG TO BE OUT.... AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! IT IS SUPER DUPER NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!




So yea listen to it.... only 31 seconds :D

Finally....

I finally did it... passed my nafa :D first time in my 3 years in MI.... THANK YOU JESUS...
on top of that i broke my personal record... YAY... i wanna try below 10min :D
I am just so happy... hard work will pay off...

Also recent rehearsals, i have learnt alot... so much... i learn personally i have been at time too caught up with the technical parts of the song, until i forgot why did i even choose that song... somehow today in class that song came so real to me... kinda teared a little but one thing stays true... He loves me.....

Also now that SYF and opening is over... it is time to pick up in my studies... Lord help me....

"Thank You Lord for believing in me,
When no one else did...
Thank You for being with me,
When i stood alone...
Thanks You for lifting me,
When no one shared my pain...
To You.... i am always grateful....."


I know there is a rainbow,
for me to follow... to get beyond my sorrows...
Thunder, precedes the sunlight...
so i'll be alright... if i can find that rainbows end...

Shorty updatey

Ok 1 more week to SYF yes in fact 9 more days to be exact... YES tell me all about it.

"Lord let me not turn back to my old ways,
Give me discipline to maximise my time wisely...
Give me strength to face up with my failures,
For my hope rest in You...
You will turn mourning into dancing,
my sorrows into Joy....
In the days of my trouble,
You will keep and hide me in Your tabernacle...
I will sing and make music to the Lord... Amen"

God loves ugly...

Ok it has been super duper ultimate long!!!!!!!

It is so long till i dont know where to start... haha lol hmmmm ok first from the most recent ones...

1) Dance
Congrates to the dance team in my school for clinching gold for SYF... truely they are the golden girls!!! Fantastic....

2) Band
Past few days band have been rather intensive... but really from the bottom of my heart, i dont mind because i find myself really growing and improving in in my playing... haha i am really enjoying myself... HAHA

3) Singing
Well i am very thankful to God for the many opportunities coming up... anyway for those who are reading this you are invited to this gig on the 2nd of June... hehe hope your will come and enjoy... Let me know and i will tell your more about it :D

4) hmmm gonna go random...
Yea school for the next few months is going to go really tough and i must and will prep myself for every and any obstacles that will be coming... Lord be my strength...

5) Trancendance
Well guess what this is my third trancendance... haha and this time if possible i might be singing chinese song... yes i know right CHINESE song... hopefully i can do a good one... haha

6) i met up with my secondary school mates... the TREE family... haha we have not met up for more than half a year but really i am so grateful that even though we didn't end on a good note last year but we have reconciled and i am so touched by them so much... lets meet up and make music together mum and sis :D

Ok this is really random...
I love God, mum, friends, Mariah Carey, Brett Manning and so many others... period....

"Lord i commit my ways into Thy hands,
Guide me on for the next few months...
Help me to maximise my time for studies and music,
Stretch my Spirit to do exceedingly and beyond my expectation...
Lord i love you, and glorify Your name...
In Thy name i trust..."

If you can use anything Lord... You can use me....

So much happening...

Hey peeps, it been rather long...i guess haha

So what been happening for my 1 week break...

First up was band on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday which is today... throughout band i have learnt to be discipline and really.... listen more than i speak... I realise that there is still so much i don't know about music and of course so much to be learnt... :D

Secondly, I am very happy that i passed my church audition YAY!!!!! even though i had no confidence due to my stage fright which is really tying me down... i must and will learn to rise above it... Amen

Thirdly, I didn't went for Transcendence audition because of dry cough... Well it is quite saddening as i really wanna perform... its my last year in MI so i wanna contribute what i can give to the school for its support and thank the wonderful teachers i have... so i pray that i will recover and please have a second audition.. hehe

Fourthly, I learnt of the many blessing that i have... and often take it for granted...

Yup that's all for tonight... more to come... :D

"You are my Light and my Salvation,
Whom shall i fear?"

Okie 45min to Kickboxing....

some reflection...

Yesterday the pre-U 3 had a motivational seminar and DANG!!!! it is FUN like HACK!!! all of us enjoyed ourselves... even though i started the day with a pinch of negativity which i am sorry for... but who knows, the entire programme went to a HYPE!!! i got to know so much about myself and about my friends and really it is very motivating... but ultimate fun part was the last part where we were blind folded and go through a series of obstacles... we had trust and communication... dang it was fun!!! I love my CLASS... period the best class i have ever had... I love you people... haha

Then came band... really band is getting fun... as i see myself improving in playing piccolo i really enjoy playing it now... hehe just pray that i dont go flat... lol

then had dinner with a crazy friend of mine... haha who puts sugar on their fries and BURGER????!!!!!!!!!! even though with all the madness... it was still crazily fun...

okie that's all for now... gonna kick some butt...lol

Wow its been really long...

So there have been lots of happening in school... which i am going to update you guys... its been half a month... lol thats so long...

Common Test
Firstly i had my common test about 2 weeks backs... got back my results... was not really happy as i did not reach my targets but still i am thankful that at least i maintained my grades for 1 and an improvement in another. I will work harder for the prelim 1... my goals will and must be met... Amen

H1 A levels
Well got back my result... although i passed my math which i am eternally grateful for... but i wanted better grades... anyway still i thank God for everything :D

Band
Band is going to get rather demanding in days to come... in fact it started... fridays practice is till 9pm... so i really got to rest up and get myself prepared...

Some personal update
Well i signed up for trancendance but frankly i dont know what songs i wanna sing...lol i have the back tracks already but still i can make up my mind... however for church audition, i have prepared a song but i cant make it due to kick boxing on saturday so hopefully i can get rescheduled....

Well past week i have not been feeling positive, things have been rather dull for me... i may not show it... but yes i am not feeling good... even my health was rather affected too...

But anyway i am feeling so much better now... haha

yes so thats for now... i am gonna hybernate... didnt hybernate enough...lol

"Lord go before me and set my path straight,
Walking in Your ways... always"